(no problem(Sorry I've been gone all night, I was at a for KING & COUNTRY concert XD )
Anuerin took an empty syringe from his pocket, filling it with liquid which he set aside to his dresser. He turned over his arm to find an vital vein. He was about to fill the vein with venom when Haley's words brought an image to mind of Amaryllis' solemn blue eyes. He struggled with the question of whether or not she would be better off without him, or if he was deserving of life when he realized that he had unknowingly crushed the glass shot in his palm. He watched absently as the clear liquid dripped from his fingers. So lost in thought he didn't feel the tears that he shed, or hear Haley entering the room as he lowered himself to the floor, holding his head in his hands as small bits of the glass needle become lost in his dark hair.

Haley opened the door slowly, but froze when she saw him. She looked wide eyed from him to the mess of glass and liquid, taking a moment to register what was going on. There was a strange scent in the air, coming from the glass, probably. He looked terrible. Moving slowly, she grabbed a shirt from a stack of laundry nearby and eased down onto her knees beside him. "Anuerin, what is this?" She asked softly as she picked up a shard of glass, then carefully set it on the spread out tee.