I just realized that the last time I saw one of my chickens was a little under a month ago. I knew that she was starting to become a little more flighty so I let her do her own thing but now she's gone and I feel so guilty. I don't even know what happened to her but she deserved so much better. Rest in peace my dear little Evie. It feels so wrong to only finally say that now. I know I already said this but I feel like a terrible person right now. I didn't even notice that one of my favorite chickens was missing! Losing chickens usually doesn't leave me in tears but this time it did. Im sorry for the long depressing post.