catsndogs
In the Brooder
- Dec 23, 2015
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Dear Coffeeluvr:
Thank you for sharing your story. I don't want to give you false hope, but many high school sweethearts reconnect in adulthood---so it might happen with your daughter---but you might be safer not expecting it, and just dealing with the situation as it is right now. It sounds like they both need some freedom to explore relationships---and yeah, maybe some hookups---with other people. Maybe this is something that they both missed in high school, so they need to do it now. It sounds pretty normal to me---but exasperating and heartbreaking for you---I know. You described so accurately how these kids become part of your family---and then all of a sudden they're not around---and we have no control over it. Make no mistake---you ARE grieving. I am sorry that your therapist has not been helpful. They do bring their own preferences and biases to the table---no matter what their training says to do---and this is unfortunate. I have not really talked to my therapist about this, either. I just sensed very early on that she thought my feelings were silly, and not meaty enough to explore. So I have found a lot of comfort from this blog---and it sounds like you have, as well. It sounds like you are already trying to take care of yourself, by journaling---which is really good, isn't it? Every morning, I turn on my "happy light" and do my journaling in front of it. (The light seems to have helped with the crying jags...) One thing that really helped me, was to be more "mindful" of my feelings. Rather than try to distract myself from them---which never really works---they just came back stronger and with a vengeance---I just sat calmly and described what I was feeling---the physical and the mental manifestations of my hurt. (I hope this doesn't sound too woo-hoo...) Just take good care of yourself---exercise---eat well---and connect with the people that you love, and love you back! Good luck to you. It DOES get better....
CatsnDogs
Thank you for sharing your story. I don't want to give you false hope, but many high school sweethearts reconnect in adulthood---so it might happen with your daughter---but you might be safer not expecting it, and just dealing with the situation as it is right now. It sounds like they both need some freedom to explore relationships---and yeah, maybe some hookups---with other people. Maybe this is something that they both missed in high school, so they need to do it now. It sounds pretty normal to me---but exasperating and heartbreaking for you---I know. You described so accurately how these kids become part of your family---and then all of a sudden they're not around---and we have no control over it. Make no mistake---you ARE grieving. I am sorry that your therapist has not been helpful. They do bring their own preferences and biases to the table---no matter what their training says to do---and this is unfortunate. I have not really talked to my therapist about this, either. I just sensed very early on that she thought my feelings were silly, and not meaty enough to explore. So I have found a lot of comfort from this blog---and it sounds like you have, as well. It sounds like you are already trying to take care of yourself, by journaling---which is really good, isn't it? Every morning, I turn on my "happy light" and do my journaling in front of it. (The light seems to have helped with the crying jags...) One thing that really helped me, was to be more "mindful" of my feelings. Rather than try to distract myself from them---which never really works---they just came back stronger and with a vengeance---I just sat calmly and described what I was feeling---the physical and the mental manifestations of my hurt. (I hope this doesn't sound too woo-hoo...) Just take good care of yourself---exercise---eat well---and connect with the people that you love, and love you back! Good luck to you. It DOES get better....
CatsnDogs