I wasn't screaming at her for Goodness sake! She was extremely far away and in a hole under my house directly under an air unit. When I said I was screaming It wasn't in a literal sense I wanted her to know she wasn't alone and she was under the air unit in the house so if I didn't yell or at least raise my voice she wouldn't have known I was there. We just found her like this today and wanted advice, I'm not about to prolong her suffering ... To insinuate that I would let her live in pain and die a slow death, blows my mind. I have never lost a chicken my husband and I have always raised strong healthy chickens. They are part of our family. The only thing they do for me is bring me joy and happiness and eggs. So I think I do pretty well. I didn't want to give up if there was a chance. I knew it was bad and I already knew I would have to put her down. So I'm sorry , but I have already beaten myself up for this, I don't need any help with that. I just wanted to know what I was up against.