@HeatherKellyB You are so sweet, and thank you so much for your encouraging words! I am a Christian, and I thank you for your prayers - but also feel embarrassed - there are so many more difficult human situations to pray about. I do pray that my ducks' health situations resolve, but also know this is part of life and our fallen world. So sad, probably the hatcheries my ducks came from aren't the best and these ducks don't really have longevity in their genetics. I'm trying to hold them more lightly, yet love on them and give them the best life possible while they're here! I know I'll make it through this rough patch - never knew that duck-keeping would be so involving and emotional. But I'm still glad I've had the experience. Thank you again for your sweet thoughtfulness and kindness! XO