Heyyy... Long time no see.
I think it's been about a year since I lasted posted and I wanted to update y'all on some stuff. First of all, still no chickens. I put that plan on hold for several reasons and I'm incredibly glad that I did. Cuz let me tell ya, things have not been easy. I already made the incredibly stupid choice to get rabbits and pigs while I was still working, along with a ton of fish. I still have the pigs for now (butchering them in the next few months) and all 3 of my rabbits. Through one problem or another, I lost all of my fish, so no tanks set up.
I quit PetSmart 4 months in. I regret it deeply sometimes, but it was for the best. I wasn't exactly stable. I haven't been for a very long time and my coworkers were so toxic it made things a lot worse. In July I got help. It scared the crap out of me. I've been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety and I was dangerously close to making a very permanent decision that there was no coming back from. I'm in a much, much better place and I'll likely be on meds for the rest of my life. I can deal with that, though. I really enjoy feeling like a person and actually having the will and energy to do the things I love and need to. I'd even go as far as to say I'm doing great and much better than I ever have.
Junebug started school last year. He's stayed on the A/B Honor Roll this whole time. He was diagnosed with a very rare deformity recently called a coloboma. It's the same deformity that causes cat eye and it's basically like a cleft lip, but his is in a non-vital area at the back of his eye. He'll start wearing glasses as soon as we get the call to pick them up. Otherwise, I'm super proud of him.
I'll be starting a new job soon and I'm pretty excited to get back to work. The pay is much better and I already know a lot of the people that work there since it's the same Publix my mom works at.
I plan to start posting again. I miss y'all and y'all have never steered me wrong.