Ever feel lonely when you dont have any PM's waiting for you?

[michelle1017]

It is almost 50 degrees here today and you can tell it. Colton just called to say one of my ___ goats got out today! I said "Bella? And did you put her back?" "Yeah, she better stay there." "Did you go ahead and feed and water them so maybe she will?" "No, I was in a hurry."
Thanks anyway son!

Good thing I am heading that way soon.

 

[michelle1017]

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I haven't got it settled yet. I got a paper from mom's Dr saying he did admit her that weekend so the fight is on if they want one. I just haven't called to tell them yet!

You get 'em girls!

 

[thechickenchick]

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I haven't got it settled yet. I got a paper from mom's Dr saying he did admit her that weekend so the fight is on if they want one. I just haven't called to tell them yet!

Go get 'em Kelly!!

I talked with collections. She was very nice and assured me it is still in PRE collections, so there is still time before it is on my record.

I think I am reassured!

She said that they have it in their records that the hospital called my number and spoke with my sister on one occasion, and had offered me payment arrangements on another occasion. First I haven't spoken with my sister in years and I have not spoken with them about this matter since the first bill., They have been dealing with Raymonds Dad. So she then asked me my phone number. I gave it to her and she said, oh , well that isn't the # the hospital was calling. Evidently they were calling a wrong # and whomever answered just told them what they wanted to hear. HOWEVER I know the hosp has my # because they made payment arrangements with me concerning another bill this past summer!!

NOW I get to call the hospital and try to get them to take it back from collections so we can get it figured out between them, Raymonds Dad, the insurance, and myself!! I have enough Tequila for 1, maybe 2 Margaritas

So if my posts start to look like NYs did a while back you will know!! ( I am just kidding, you know I love you, right??

)

 

[sonew123]

not enough tequila! I havent touched mine yet-I need to stay away from it for now!!! I have to be honest and say I have been off my happy pills for 5 days and i am a raving cruddy lunitic! I mean moody -crabby and OMG snappy! I called my "Doc" and he is out of town until next week! I told the secretary in a very disturbed crying voice that I CANNOT be without those meds through the holidays Ill burn the house down in anger! I have been distant from all because I have this side of me thats very hmmmm evilish when I dont have something to take the burn out of my mind! Im not crazy.I have just been threw alot in the last 2 years and need something for depression and peace. Thank goodness I didnt run out of my sleepy pills...LOL... I have tried very hard to chill out but in the last day or so I can tell the difference when Im not on them. I start swearing ( not at my family or at people) but in conversations. I mean The F bomb has been non existant out of my mouth for a long time and Ive been dropping those bombs every 5 minutes. I hate it- I dont want to be home-I just want to call girlfriends up and say "Lets go OUT!" I mean a few drnks some pool and then home to blow off steam. I get home today and my house was trashed-I was fuming considering I called teh girls an hour in advance to say "Hi guys mommy will be home shortly please make sure youve clesned yur messes-did they nope..I walk in and oldest is painting her nails around the table full of mess...youngest is watching cartoons while the dog is sitting next to her chewing on xmas decorations--I mean helllllooooooo..youngest has her xmas concert and DH informs me he cant come and hes bagging on me again! I feel it building up and I dont want to blow up on dumb things. I pick my battles and arguments very carefully so as not to waste my strength and energy on meaningless things. The meds help me keep my cool Im very much like " oh well its ok ...we can do this or that lal lalallala aaa falla lalla lala...now Im like reeeerrrrr cat scratch..meow spitzzzzz...bleah...How sad is it that a tiny little small milligram pill has so much control over ones life? Thats pathetic and kinda humerous AT the same time huh? you do not have to comment guys I know you care and I love you guys for it I just needed to vent bad-and actually I fell much better because I know each one of us has been there and done that a few times in our lives...

 

[thechickenchick]

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Bring your tequila and come over here hon!! There is nothing wrong with taking a happy pill. I have been on several in the past. I had a DR once that told me he was on them to. He said he only needed them through a certian part of the year. He made me feel more "normal" about taking them. I can't believe that the DR office can't just make a call and get you more, heck, can they give you samples? Hang in there and vent on us anytime you need.

 

[rirluvr]

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Tonight mine is called a Margarita! But you see, I am self medicating!!

Now that sounds delicious. No tequila here though. Let me check if there is any nyquil.. hehehe

 

[thechickenchick]

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Tonight mine is called a Margarita! But you see, I am self medicating!!

Now that sounds delicious. No tequila here though. Let me check if there is any nyquil.. hehehe

I have days like that!!!

 

[sonew123]

thats so funny! I just got back from my DD's xmas play--Id love a margarita right now but I think what Ill do is wait until tomorrow night so I can depply self medicate without worrying about work the next day Believe me when I start I cant just say no to 1.. umm or two.. when Im on my third with salt--im alllllllll goooddddddddddd haha--It sounds bad and Im not an alcoholic but like you said about your shrink-certain seasons-really kick my butt in the emotional department-pils arent strong enough sometimes...Last year wasnt so bad but this year really stinks-Ill explain in a pm

 

[jazzyfizzle]

Hello and evening, Ladies!!! It is great to see you too! Isn't it something to be able to chat with folks anywhere in the world, I never stop being amazed by it.

I am really, really wanting snacks right now, and oh my gosh....we have ginger cookies

and bread, happy pills and margaritas

LOL I have NOTHING in this house to snack on. I am a type 1 diabetic and DH was recently diagnosed a type 2 so we have like nothing good here at night when you need something really badly!
You gals can gather up those margaritas and scrap all that NY, stop by here and pick me up please!! Here are a few

from this end too.

LMAO chickenchick, poor ole Ginger. We all must be peas in a pod, because I have done things very much like that, many times. haaaa

I am hanging out here with my puppers, and waiting for Dh to get home.


ROFL on the Nyquil Rirlvr!!


How do I post a photo on the message itself, such as the snow scene photo?


xoxo

Jazzy

 

[sonew123]

my poor babies-it 15 below right now---good grief...I feel so bad for them!! snack! I mowwed out on port wine chees and crackers-then hit some tootsie pops I found and then oh a bowl of raisin bran..then bed! needless to say my stomach this am is a little woozy!!!