Seriously, I am crying again reading all your wonderful responses. I know for 100% the main issue was the VERY rotten egg....I dont even know where to dispose of this thing. I left it out on my counter while I ran to a consignment sale to try and save a few bucks on kids summer stuff....got home and my whole bathroom smells like death....*barf* I am going to have something to drink tonight....seriously...and get a few good nights sleep before we do this again next week. I dont even want to get excited this time. I am so scared to death. I am most sad about my tiny little Sizzles.They were my feistiest little chickies in their eggs....ugh....I canNOT stop crying. I am so dang sad!!!
I got two sets of eggs today, one from Aprilschicks and they are 100% IN TACT! so that is amazing, and my sweet crzychicknlady (amanda) sent me this HUGE box backed with beautiful big eggs....they did everything right, and my mail carrier called me this morning while I was out to tell me how sorry she was for her fill in when my last batch got ruined, and how she will hold these for me safe til I get them....I was shocked at the SIZE of the box Amanda sent, I cut into it right in the parkinglot....opened the flap....and started to cry and said the F word a LOT louder than the seniors in the parkinglot look like they have heard in a while.....*sigh* and did what? CRY...all the way home....yes...like the freaking pig.
Then I come home and the last chick is bleeding out in her shell....my others look like a little greaser gang....ugh...
BUT.....I need to get my incubator cleaned (can I use bleach???) and ready, bc Saturday I am putting these eggs and the others I expect this week into it....and next week....It's lock down again...but I promise I will be a LOT quieter this time....*sigh*
Thank you all!! I needed ya'll through this...NO ONE would understand my sadness like ya'll!!!