Thank you!Thank you @penny1960 for the tag.
I'm so sorry @Sahraschweiss that you have to deal with this. You are not along. I've dealt with Marek's in my flock for almost 6 years now and while it's heartbreaking, frustrating, infuriating and a few other choice words that I can't print but it ISN'T the end for keeping chickens.
Instead of going into depth with my experiences I'm going to invite you to read about them in my recently published article here on BYC:
Killer in the Shadows. How My Flock and I Learned to Deal With Marek's Diseasehttps://www.backyardchickens.com/ar...-i-learned-to-deal-with-mareks-disease.76944/
If you have any questions feel free to ask. We help one another here on BYC.