People have been telling me that I'm really good at acting lately, but I'm having trouble buying it. They all seem to think I'm gonna be some Hollywood bigshot or something. (eye roll) I was just wondering, what do you think? I'm of the opinion that I suck horribly, but, then again, I've of that opinion for anything I do.....anyway, several "oversupportive" friends think that I'm going to end up like M or something, and do a bunch of the stuff she's done....you know, solos, lots of plays, etc. For some reason, some people think that since I'm friends with M, and she's my role model, and we have similar interests, that I'm somehow going to turn into M junior or something and be super talented at everything. I really don't want people expecting that out of me. I love her and all, and I enjoy acting and singing, but that doesn't mean I'm her, with so much talent that she's 1,000,000 times more than I could ever hope to be. It'd be cool to be like that, but seriously. What kind of person believes I can be like that? I could never live up to her standards. Actually....I'm sort of nervous about (if I get into the play, and if she can come) her watching me. I mean, how in the world could I possibly do well enough to make her proud of me? Good news is, I ordered my own book of skits because I'm so addicted. Actually, I was doing skits and monologues in the shower the other night. I've heard of singing in the shower, but acting?! I've become obsessed, officially. I want to do this, and I know I'll have a blast with it, but I loathe people thinking I can be her. It's just....not possible. Here's a video of me reading a monologue. I don't think it's that good, and I could have done better. I may do another one soon.