I hate it when I ignor my instincts, I always swear I will never do it again, then opps I did it again (insert cheesy music here)
I had extra roos, from good lines but no one wanted them. I kept procrastinating taking them to the processor but each day the meat was getting tougher.
Finally yesterday I gave in and against my better judgement I packed up one BCM, 2 silkies, and 4 Araucanas, all sweet nice boys.
When I got there The spanish people were very interested in the one of the silkies but being that I do not speak spanish and they spoke little english the fact that I was willing to give him away as a pet was not coming across.
Well I held and petted the little black silkie who was the sweetest thing. No one seemed to want him so I finally handed him over and ran from the building like a baby to wait outside. Every Fiber in my being was telling me to RUN back in and grab him before he was killed. I fought that desire not wanting to look like a freak.
As soon as they were done a teenager with his mother came by and asked if he could have the black one as a pet.
he was already gone!!!
Had I just listened to myself he would be in a loving home not my freezer.
Now I just got 2 messages from people wanting my BCM.
someone just shoot me I feel horrible.
I had extra roos, from good lines but no one wanted them. I kept procrastinating taking them to the processor but each day the meat was getting tougher.
Finally yesterday I gave in and against my better judgement I packed up one BCM, 2 silkies, and 4 Araucanas, all sweet nice boys.
When I got there The spanish people were very interested in the one of the silkies but being that I do not speak spanish and they spoke little english the fact that I was willing to give him away as a pet was not coming across.
Well I held and petted the little black silkie who was the sweetest thing. No one seemed to want him so I finally handed him over and ran from the building like a baby to wait outside. Every Fiber in my being was telling me to RUN back in and grab him before he was killed. I fought that desire not wanting to look like a freak.
As soon as they were done a teenager with his mother came by and asked if he could have the black one as a pet.
Had I just listened to myself he would be in a loving home not my freezer.
Now I just got 2 messages from people wanting my BCM.
someone just shoot me I feel horrible.
