Good thoughts needed for my Mom....**Update**

[peepsnbunnies]

Your Mother and your family are in my thoughts and Prayers. :aww

Lisa

 

[peepsnbunnies]

Your Mother and your family are in my thoughts and Prayers. :aww

Lisa

 

[ozark hen]

you, your mother and your family are also in my prayers and sending positive thoughts your way. I am so sorry.

 

[kinnip]

It sounds like you're all maintaining some sense of humour at least. Hang tight to those smiles. I wish you all the very best.

 

[kinnip]

It sounds like you're all maintaining some sense of humour at least. Hang tight to those smiles. I wish you all the very best.

 

[ZooMummzy]

Thank you everyone for all the prayers and good thoughts. All the double and triple posts just added to them

I'm sitting here in tears at how wonderful you all are.

This definitely is a difficult time for not only my Mom, but for my family. She is so very sick this time so the worry is so much more this time around. It is really hard to tell your children their Grandma has cancer again. I know they see the worry in my face. I didn't realize till just a few weeks ago how deeply it affected them the first two times. They have both had to do Life Time projects at school and her cancer was a big part of their life. I am very guilty of forgetting they are people too and not just kids who live in the moment.

Thank you again. I will pass along your good thoughts to my Mom and family. You guys are the best.

 

[ZooMummzy]

Wow, what is going on with the site? Strange error messages and double posts. Halloween come a few days early?

 

[AllChookUp]

Good thoughts and prayers for your Mom and whole family, Zoo.

 

[debilorrah]

That is really tragic she should have to go through this yet again. On an encouraging note, a friend of my mom's went through treatment for breast cancer and grand total of 7 times and lived to be 91 years old before her heart gave out. Yes, her heart - NOT THE CANCER! Keep the faith!!!

 

[ZooMummzy]

Not a good update, I'm sorry to say. I am still kind of in shock over it. At least I didn't receive the news via a blanket email this time. My step father still doesn't understand why that upsets me, but whatever at this point. My Mom is in the hospital tonight. Now they are not sure if she has breast cancer again but do not know what the spots are they found even after the biopsy. Now they are thinking she might have brain cancer so they did an MRI tonight (results due back tomorrow). She is having difficulty breathing and seeing out of one eye (can't remember now which one).

Tonight it is all simply too much for me. I have put on the happy face for my kids and family since we love Halloween so much, but I don't know how to keepdoing it. I have that feeling like "one more thing...." I don't even know if I should go and be with her or not. My step father made it clear he would not be happy about me being there but I'm not really sure I care but at the same time, do not want to cause any stress. Thank goodness the kids brought home plenty of chocolate and I stocked up on the booze and wine today. I have a feeling it's going to be a long weekend!

Thanks for letting me vent and share again. I wish it were better news.