Cooked sphegetti for supper, dw, washer, dryer all running. Planted more Yukon gold taters. Still got enough to plant 60 feet more. Want to plant them & squash before it rains again. Been saving feed bags to lay down between rows. Gotta do something to cut down on weeds & save my back.
I'm I understand there are times Anthony says & does things I don't understand. Then I get angry not at him, at myself. I can't take the pain, I at times don't understand what he's saying or feeling. I feel hopeless, but I must stay strong, so must you. We each have our children to think of. If we give up what's that showing them. They maybe grown but they're watching. That's why I must watch my potty mouth
hope you're doing great,. 



