What happened to the roo. Did you throw him out 5here or that is where you found him. What happened to your pond? How did it go dry?Crawling on my knees through chicken shat til I got to something I could stick the chicks in then pulling myself up I didnt think I was going to make it. Hurt everything that was trying to heal. This upset me as bad as losing the jub. and see my little pond ? I just cleaned it and got it running came out to see the pump hot and sucking air, all my frogs gone.

The chickens are supposed to be something for you to enjoy, but seems lately they are becoming an overwhelming responsibility and you aren't getting much joy out of them. You feel bad because you have a conscience, and while I don't want you to feel bad, if you didn't, I wouldn't respect and love you as much as I do.