Granny's gone and done it again

[Verna Y]

for those of you who LOVE a bass singer. He's pretty good.

Boy, that voice makes you quiver.

 

[EmmaRainboe]

What makes you think you are suffering from depression?

I haven’t felt like myself these past few weeks. I feel like just a lump and a shell for something deeper than used to be inside.

I feel like I’m just surrounded by eternal sadness and have a hard time feeling happy/cheery bright emotions.

Even activities that used to make me happy - don’t. Like surfing BYC, taking care of my birds, and even playing video games. I’ve cut out Video Games entirely.

I still do all the necessary chores for my birds because I love them, but I don’t enjoy doing them anymore. They feel like just that- chores.

I also surf BYC because I have nothing better to do and quite honestly I feel obligated to. Now don’t get me wrong, I love BYC, and it has done so much for me. But where I used to find joy and entertainment in sexing birds (it was like a game- my favorite game) now I skip over the sexing threads for the most part. I jump in occasionally just trying to enjoy things I used to enjoy, but I just, don’t. Also welcoming. I have been welcoming every member for months- since around October. I would check and double check to make sure I welcomed every member before I went to bed every night. Now I just skip them. I haven‘t gone through and welcomed every member for weeks.

I also have a hard time focusing on Things, whether it be important things like work, or unimportant things like TV.

I just don’t feel like me.

Now it could most certainly not be depression, I haven’t been clinically diagnosed.

 

[Verna Y]

I haven’t felt like myself these past few weeks. I feel like just a lump and a shell for something deeper than used to be inside.

I feel like I’m just surrounded by eternal sadness and have a hard time feeling happy/cheery bright emotions.

Even activities that used to make me happy - don’t. Like surfing BYC, taking care of my birds, and even playing video games. I’ve cut out Video Games entirely.

I still do all the necessary chores for my birds because I love them, but I don’t enjoy doing them anymore. They feel like just that- chores.

I also surf BYC because I have nothing better to do and quite honestly I feel obligated to. Now don’t get me wrong, I love BYC, and it has done so much for me. But where I used to find joy and entertainment in sexing birds (it was like a game- my favorite game) now I skip over the sexing threads for the most part. I jump in occasionally just trying to enjoy things I used to enjoy, but I just, don’t. Also welcoming. I have been welcoming every member for months- since around October. I would check and double check to make sure I welcomed every member before I went to bed every night. Now I just skip them. I haven‘t gone through and welcomed every member for weeks.

I also have a hard time focusing on Things, whether it be important things like work, or unimportant things like TV.

I just don’t feel like me.

Now it could most certainly not be depression, I haven’t been clinically diagnosed.

Sounds like depression, going to look for a number for you to call, that might be able to help you find help in your area

 

[Granny Hatchet]

Hi Verna. How have you been? Busy my guess. LOL
Twist, whats the difference between GFI and a regular plug? I know how they work but inside, what is different? an extra wire or?

 

[Verna Y]

I haven’t felt like myself these past few weeks. I feel like just a lump and a shell for something deeper than used to be inside.

I feel like I’m just surrounded by eternal sadness and have a hard time feeling happy/cheery bright emotions.

Even activities that used to make me happy - don’t. Like surfing BYC, taking care of my birds, and even playing video games. I’ve cut out Video Games entirely.

I still do all the necessary chores for my birds because I love them, but I don’t enjoy doing them anymore. They feel like just that- chores.

I also surf BYC because I have nothing better to do and quite honestly I feel obligated to. Now don’t get me wrong, I love BYC, and it has done so much for me. But where I used to find joy and entertainment in sexing birds (it was like a game- my favorite game) now I skip over the sexing threads for the most part. I jump in occasionally just trying to enjoy things I used to enjoy, but I just, don’t. Also welcoming. I have been welcoming every member for months- since around October. I would check and double check to make sure I welcomed every member before I went to bed every night. Now I just skip them. I haven‘t gone through and welcomed every member for weeks.

I also have a hard time focusing on Things, whether it be important things like work, or unimportant things like TV.

I just don’t feel like me.

Now it could most certainly not be depression, I haven’t been clinically diagnosed.

Try this link dear. You might find something that can help. https://www.google.com/search?q=men...0i457j0l8.17934j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

 

[twisted-acres-farm]

Hi Verna. How have you been? Busy my guess. LOL
Twist, whats the difference between GFI and a regular plug? I know how they work but inside, what is different? an extra wire or?

if the outlet gets over loaded it trips something inside the outlet before a fire can start or stuff starts to melt. VERY handy when around water.

 

[Verna Y]

Hi Verna. How have you been? Busy my guess. LOL
Twist, whats the difference between GFI and a regular plug? I know how they work but inside, what is different? an extra wire or?

Busy, and avoiding people when I get upset. Don't want to take others to that negative place. LOL. My temper is terrible. Who else has the courage to call their landlord cheap to their face. LOL

 

[Verna Y]

if the outlet gets over loaded it trips something inside the outlet before a fire can start or stuff starts to melt. VERY handy when around water.

Yep, you ALWAYS have to play it safe.

 

[chickentrains]

Sorry Emma, it really does feel awful to watch as everything you love slips away.



It will get better though, I promise.

ugh I am gonna tag you, my computer bugs out whenever i go to the page you posted that on, only got to read it bc verna quoted you

lol, @EmmaRainboe

 

[twisted-acres-farm]

Try this link dear. You might find something that can help. https://www.google.com/search?q=men...0i457j0l8.17934j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

Busy, and avoiding people when I get upset. Don't want to take others to that negative place. LOL. My temper is terrible. Who else has the courage to call their landlord cheap to their face. LOL

evidently you haven't met some of my tenets.