Granny's gone and done it again

Sounds terrible granny. :hugs I know most men would probably be hospitalized if we had that problem lol. Really the anorexia was my ex's problems. Everything had to be on a schedule. And I mean everything, like she knew the times that she was going to go to the bathroom for the entire week, knew exactly what she was going to eat that week down to how many chips she would eat. She actually counted them out. We had to go grocery shopping on Thursdays and we could only stick to that list. If you see chocolate that you want but it's not on the list, too bad. Just all kinda stuff like that. And I promise you that none of this is exaggerated . It was like hell . My mom seen some of it but thought that it wasn't as bad as I told her. She later found out the truth and told me that she didn't know how I stayed as long as I did. One night after we were separated me and my mom were going to pass by the house. before we got there I told her exactly which lights would be on at that time. as we passed she realized that I was right. Just for fun I told her to park across the street and I'd tell her what time different lights would come on and what time they'd go off. She was totally amazed that I was right with it all.
Dang, sounds rough. Looking back it seems like a lot of time wasted?
 
I have plenty of those days but I seldom cry. Never did. It would make me feel better Im sure.
I never use to. And I only cry when I'm really mad. I cried so much the one round my eyes swelled shut. Looked like I got stung by bees.

My first wife was that way. Sure kept me on my toes.
I'd say. It'd make me a nervous wreak.

I used to cry and not know why. Poor husband put up with me all these years. And i can be a bear when grouchy. Yes, i actually did break ribs by sneezing so yeah, i am talented.;)

It use to be really bad when I was on one med in my teens. I cried because I carried a gallon of bleach up the stairs. Was no big deal since I was carrying other groceries but it just hit me.

Dang Cap! Broken ribs from a sneeze! I think you win lol
 
Granny give it a good prune and see what happens.

Disclaimer: I've never had peach trees. Just a peachy pup lol

Sigh. I guess I should hop in the shower at some point and run some errands.

Granny: zoikes. Luckily I wasn't that bad, my periods were at least regular but dear lord they were so bad. Puking my guts out, heavy heavy flow, horrible pain for two-three days of the month...I've been on birth control since I was 17 for this....and probably will be on the pill forever. I honestly fear about what will happen when I go off it.

My favorite is the smug people "oh just take an Advil/midol you'll be fine" uh excuse me what part of I CANT KEEP ANYTHING DOWN are you not understanding?!?!

"Oh but the pills are so bad for you! You shouldn't be on them they'll mess you up" uh. Yeah. Hard to keep a job when you're sick two three days a month. And trust me. The side effects are better than not.

"Oh but being more active/healthy living" uh. I was pretty active when I was younger and yeah there was some junk food but there was also some decent diet.

"Oh it'll be better after you have a kid"

Sigh. Don't even get me started on this one lol.
 
Im glad your happy now Red. If we never knew what crap relationships were like then we couldnt realize how happy you can be now.
Ain't that the truth? I was young and dumb then and thought that I'd be happy. Didn't realize what I was getting into lol. Her own dad tried to warn me but I wouldn't listen. I'm really not trying to talk bad about her. We all have problems. I'm sure that I made things hard on her too. And she is a good mother. But with that disease it's hard for anyone to live with. I felt sorry that my son had to suffer through it when he wasn't with me. Not that she didn't love him. It was just all of the schedules that would drive you nuts. And if things got off schedule, It would be hell for awhile. The modeling agency is what screwed her up just before I met her. Her mom told me that they told her that she needed to loose about 5 lbs. She was 5' 10" and weighed 125 at the time. Personally I think she could've gained weight and looked better.
 
Ain't that the truth? I was young and dumb then and thought that I'd be happy. Didn't realize what I was getting into lol. Her own dad tried to warn me but I wouldn't listen. I'm really not trying to talk bad about her. We all have problems. I'm sure that I made things hard on her too. And she is a good mother. But with that disease it's hard for anyone to live with. I felt sorry that my son had to suffer through it when he wasn't with me. Not that she didn't love him. It was just all of the schedules that would drive you nuts. And if things got off schedule, It would be hell for awhile. The modeling agency is what screwed her up just before I met her. Her mom told me that they told her that she needed to loose about 5 lbs. She was 5' 10" and weighed 125 at the time. Personally I think she could've gained weight and looked better.
Oh man. Yeah. It's scary how people in the industry equate skeletal with beautiful.
 

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