don't exactly trust his plansX2 Heny, you are such a beautiful person inside & out. God has a plan for you if you patient enough to wait him out. This guy is a nobody if he doesn't have enough respect for a person or return a text or call when he said he would. Big hugs Heny
personal reasons that all.
It's called confidence & acceptance of one's self. I have it as well, if I can give you a small piece of advice Heny, it would be to seek some help to get through that. Otherwise you will just end up as an old fart like me with a love/hate complex. I don't know who the person/persons in your life are that have created this low self-esteem & this self-doubt you have, but I think your a pretty amazing person. Get some counseling or something hun, life is too short. You don't want to be standing in front of a mirror in your later years & still be seeing the same reflection of yourself that you loathed years beforeI have a love hate relationship with myselfIt one of those quirks of mine.
lol I'm a game hen here XD been in too many fights to be tender
That's ok, just sayingdon't exactly trust his plansX2 Heny, you are such a beautiful person inside & out. God has a plan for you if you patient enough to wait him out. This guy is a nobody if he doesn't have enough respect for a person or return a text or call when he said he would. Big hugs Heny
it a long list of people and things that I can list privately but not publicly. Most people assume I have super confidence seeing I can handle public speaking and playing "diplomat" for 4H, they never see the other side of me around here simply because one crack of weakness they attack like a pack of dogs. I been called "fat" by a person before because I wasn't in painted on jeans, and while parents don't think it effected me it has in a way. I am also going for counseling but swapping people due to not feeling fully comfortable.It's called confidence & acceptance of one's self. I have it as well, if I can give you a small piece of advice Heny, it would be to seek some help to get through that. Otherwise you will just end up as an old fart like me with a love/hate complex. I don't know who the person/persons in your life are that have created this low self-esteem & this self-doubt you have, but I think your a pretty amazing person. Get some counseling of something hun, life is too short. You don't want to be standing in front of a mirror in your later years & still be seeing the same reflection of yourself that you loathed years before
