You know I think Im doing pretty good for someone whos hopes and dreams are laying in the dirt dying right now. I honestly think the fact that my DH may be facing an amputation is keeping my mind off them. hahahaa Im losing my mind . this crazy place I am in right now aint so bad. I might just stay here a while.
Did I tell anyone my grow out jub roo died ? Know what that means ? I have been feeding jubs for a yr and half for no other reason then to watch them die. I cant bring a roo in even if any of these do happen to make it. Hell I cant bring anything in. what does that leave me ? seramas , 3 white polish and 3 buttercups in the barn. there is 2 mini polish in the serama coop. and they are all going to have to be in the serama coop. hahahaaa Maybe I can weed all the roos out of there and make some room. Somehow it just dont seem very important now.