Hugs from here too Pro, you've had a bad year.Star, hugs to you. I think it would be aweful knowing this was your last day on earth.
Not sure it would be awful knowing it is your last day if you've been through hell for months and it will only get worse. She's decided enough is enough and could change her mind at the last minute if she wanted to. Be nice to go in your sleep instead though. Hard on the family no matter what.