Granny's gone and done it again

[Cynthia12]

Came in real quick. Had a great day. I'm not healed. This illness has no cure. Medication can help give you better days. I'll always be dizzy. Some days worse than others. When a storm is moving in, if I eat the wrong trigger food.. I've found a few, if I stress, which I do too easily since Scott passed. I miss him so much, I can't help it when I see something, or smell, something that reminds me of him. Another Holiday Season without him. It isn't easy. When will it get easier? If I get up in the morning and I can walk without looking/feeling like a drunk, I'm grateful, I'm outta here. I've been able to drive more. This makes me happy. Life can be hard. I've been through a few things for sure throughout my life. But being able to have Scott in in those last 29 years is something that I'm not sure I deserved. I can now also say, wow, I've had some great years. I'm still having grandbabies coming. Makes me smile. Austin and Bronwyn's being here is such a blessing. I can't complain really..but I am human. I'm glad I can pick me up on those good days. I can drive around now and see more of those gorgeous mountains. I love it here. Scott planted us in a good place for retirement. So, now to see how tommorow is. I've actually made plans for it! First time I've dared to in months. I pray this medication keeps working. And as I up it to the suggested dose, I hope I can plan even further out. Granny. I'm feeling bad for you right now. I'll be praying for you. It seems like when it rains it pours at times. You'll get through this stuff that's going on. I've come to think of you as a pretty strong person. Go for a drive, even it's it's just a mile away. Somewhere that you enjoy seeing. Sit and just look. So much to be thankful for even through all of this. Man I hope I'm not coming across as preaching. I don't mean to. Just wanting your spirits lifted. If there is anything you think that I could possibly do for you, let me know.

 

[Cynthia12]

Oh great. My Gracie just had a real bad seizure. I called down to Austin. He came up. She came out of it ok. She probably doesn't even know anything happened. She's had a few now, but not this bad.

 

[h2oratt]

Oh great. My Gracie just had a real bad seizure. I called down to Austin. He came up. She came out of it ok. She probably doesn't even know anything happened. She's had a few now, but not this bad.

I am so sorry, I hope you both have a good night.

 

[BigBlueHen53]

Glad you had a good day, Cynthia! We have to enjoy them as they come, don't we? This is a precious time in life, isn't it? No more taking the good days or even the good hours for granted! It makes me happy when you share your gratitude for your blessings. Your mountain is so beautiful. Scott took good care of you, and in a way he still is, isn't he? You are surely blessed that way. That he looked ahead and prepared a place for you.

I'm blessed too. Even though often I can barely walk, I am blessed to have a DH with a servant's heart, who loves to look after me. Whatever I need, he is willing to go get for me. He is so thoughtful. I really appreciate him!

I feel so bad for Granny though. I don't know how to help her. She is so brave. But she needs help. She can't go on like this.

 

[BigBlueHen53]

Oh great. My Gracie just had a real bad seizure. I called down to Austin. He came up. She came out of it ok. She probably doesn't even know anything happened. She's had a few now, but not this bad.

I'm so sorry.

 

[BigBlueHen53]

Good night, everybuddy.

 

[Wishing4Wings]

Oh great. My Gracie just had a real bad seizure. I called down to Austin. He came up. She came out of it ok. She probably doesn't even know anything happened. She's had a few now, but not this bad.

Oh no. How old is Gracie? Is she on meds?

 

[CapricornFarm]

I always thought they were natural gas.

Nope, that's the methane from up the road at the dairy farm. Lol. Uses electric 220 hook up.

 

[CapricornFarm]

Is SAD a real disorder?


Seasonal affective disorder (SAD) is a type of depression that comes and goes in a seasonal pattern. SAD is sometimes known as "winter depression" because the symptoms are usually more apparent and more severe during the winter. Some people with SAD may have symptoms during the summer and feel better during the winter.

Yes

 

[CapricornFarm]

I am thrilled at how much better i feel on my new pills. Can actually work outside for hours. Had a great time at ceramics tonight, and then worked on more stuff at home.
Have to do cleaning tomorrow because Friday and Saturday i will be busy with the show and John plus family coming right after that. Going to be crazy. You may not hear much from me.
Granny, hoping things turn around for you. Hugs.
Good night everyone!