In my next post ...I imagine your there by now. Let us know how its going.
So sorry, Granny.So much pain right now.

CALL THEM. If they're 24/7, call them now. That's what they are there for. Don't suffer all night. Girl! Make the call.Yes they are. I should really call them LOL And I like those sayings![]()
Is it because you don't want to be a bother? Or because it's hard to admit you need help? I know for me, it went against my pride. Who, ME? Need help? Pfft! I'm strong! I take care of everybody around me! I can do anything! I'm Queen of the Universe! Admit I need help? But yeah. This is me. My brain is doing weird things, thinking weird, scary thoughts and it won't stop. Somebody ... make it stop! Before I hurt myself. Yeah, I needed help. And if you're thinking weird thoughts, so do you. Make the call. You're not alone.Thanks. Yeah, it’s funny because I can call doctor’s offices, the vet, etc. on my own now (well, for a while now) or talk to them if they call me but yet this… IDK. This is different. Harder. I think because it involves feelings/emotions/mental health and I’ve always stuffed everything down until fairly recently and still do a lot![]()
Make the call. You can do it.I keep thinking stupid stuff.
Maybe staff can help me call someone tomorrow LOL not necessarily be ON the call but just helping me get the nerve to do it.
Sorry, Granny. You'll see why in a bit.Im gonna say Gnight, Hope everyone has a good sleep. No Blue today, a little odd