Granny's gone and done it again

Morning all, I went to bed around midnight? Somewhere in there. Checked on Tom before I went and he was opening his door same time I was. I put him in his chair then headed off myself. asleep by 2, up at 4, asleep again at 7 and up at 9. And I feel like I haven't had any sleep in days
 
I keep dozing off and dropping a smoke on myself. Very frustrated with all that. I talked to the surgeon about my smoking, I told him I was mad at myself because I should of been done by now. He said smoking is a very hard thing to stop and said he thought I was doing well with where I am right now. He said you cant be mad at yourself as long as your still trying. I know I didn't take y'all's advice very well. I felt like I was being ganged up on when I know y'all just want what is best for me. I just wanted to update everyone on where Im at with it all which is half. Some days are better than others and I have learned the cause of my smoking besides the addiction. Its stress. I have a lot on me and on bad days I smoke more. Knowing this finally I think will help me as I learn different ways to cope with my stress. I'm not here telling y'all this looking for advise. I just wanted to update you on where Im at. I WILL find my way. I love my little family here. Just wish me luck. lol
 

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