Granny's gone and done it again

[Nomadicus]

Still battling the Fowl Pox. Making progress but it is slow.

 

[h2oratt]

I keep dozing off and dropping a smoke on myself. Very frustrated with all that. I talked to the surgeon about my smoking, I told him I was mad at myself because I should of been done by now. He said smoking is a very hard thing to stop and said he thought I was doing well with where I am right now. He said you cant be mad at yourself as long as you’re still trying. I know I didn't take y'all's advice very well. I felt like I was being ganged up on when I know y'all just want what is best for me. I just wanted to update everyone on where Im at with it all which is half. Some days are better than others and I have learned the cause of my smoking besides the addiction. Its stress. I have a lot on me and on bad days I smoke more. Knowing this finally I think will help me as I learn different ways to cope with my stress. I'm not here telling y'all this looking for advise. I just wanted to update you on where Im at. I WILL find my way. I love my little family here. Just wish me luck. lol

Good luck. Yes find ways to deal with stress besides smoking

 

[Nomadicus]

Think I need to take a nap... Not much in the way of sleep in what seems like days now.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

Think I need to take a nap... Not much in the way of sleep in what seems like days now.

Neither one of you sleeping? Hmmm.. lol Sorry, straight to the gutter. I'm sorry your still dealing w/ illness in the flock. At least their not dying on you

 

[Nomadicus]

Neither one of you sleeping? Hmmm.. lol Sorry, straight to the gutter. I'm sorry your still dealing w/ illness in the flock. At least their not dying on you

Lost only 1 pullet that was blinded in both eyes. She was gone before we found just how bad she had it. We bought a mosquito control device yesterday. I think Ma put it out. She was fiddling with it so I think she did. Today I found it in the tiny brooder kids. The 55 Flowery Hen chicks. 55 is part of the name not the number of birds. I think we only have about 10 of them. Going outside for a few then a nap.

 

[Rambling Iris]

I keep dozing off and dropping a smoke on myself. Very frustrated with all that. I talked to the surgeon about my smoking, I told him I was mad at myself because I should of been done by now. He said smoking is a very hard thing to stop and said he thought I was doing well with where I am right now. He said you cant be mad at yourself as long as your still trying. I know I didn't take y'all's advice very well. I felt like I was being ganged up on when I know y'all just want what is best for me. I just wanted to update everyone on where Im at with it all which is half. Some days are better than others and I have learned the cause of my smoking besides the addiction. Its stress. I have a lot on me and on bad days I smoke more. Knowing this finally I think will help me as I learn different ways to cope with my stress. I'm not here telling y'all this looking for advise. I just wanted to update you on where Im at. I WILL find my way. I love my little family here. Just wish me luck. lol

Wishing you luck and praying for you.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

thank you Iris and H2o

Lost only 1 pullet that was blinded in both eyes. She was gone before we found just how bad she had it. We bought a mosquito control device yesterday. I think Ma put it out. She was fiddling with it so I think she did. Today I found it in the tiny brooder kids. The 55 Flowery Hen chicks. 55 is part of the name not the number of birds. I think we only have about 10 of them. Going outside for a few then a nap.

aww.. Im sorry

 

[Cynthia12]

We lost our President of our church last night. He was 101 years old. He was still quite literate in his old age. Quite solemn in church today.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

We lost our President of our church last night. He was 101 years old. He was still quite literate in his old age. Quite solemn in church today.

sorry for the loss. 101 wow.

 

[BigBlueHen53]

I was awake at 3 am myself and never did get back to sleep. Feeling it now though! @Cynthia12, sorry to hear about your President. @Granny Hatchet , you're right, we did not mean to gang up on you, we just wanted to encourage you. You are strong and stubborn and you're doing great!