grannys gone and done it

[Granny Hatchet]

Sorry for complaining... I just haven't found my footing yet with this situation.

dont say sorry. after all I have done ? still doing. .

 

[lindalouly]

dont say sorry.   after all I have done ?  still doing. .

You are in pain though and it's scary with the weight loss. I just need to find contentment and just be happy.

 

[lindalouly]

I was telling red the other day that it's hard to think that in a couple months I'm gonna be 39 years old and I feel like I went backwards. Just thought I'd be further along in life. No one to blame but myself.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

You are in pain though and it's scary with the weight loss. I just need to find contentment and just be happy.

you are in pain too. I see it. time to get off the couch and start walking or something. you do need the sun.

 

[lindalouly]

you are in pain too. I see it. time to get off the couch and start walking or something.  you do need the sun.

I mowed the other day and then ended up mowing all my neighbors lawns too just to waste time. Lol

 

[Granny Hatchet]

I was telling red the other day that it's hard to think that in a couple months I'm gonna be 39 years old and I feel like I went backwards. Just thought I'd be further along in life. No one to blame but myself.

thats not true . you cant predict your life. you dont have absolute power. . As much as we would like to think so . LOL Things happen for a reason. Sometimes that reason isnt giving to us and sometimes it is giving many years later. either way....

 

[lindalouly]

thats not true . you cant predict your life.  you dont have absolute power. . As much as we would like to think so . LOL Things happen for a reason. Sometimes that reason isnt giving to us and sometimes it is giving many years later.  either way....

You are right. There are a lot of things that just happened... My health for one. There is a reason, I just can't see it yet.

 

[Granny Hatchet]

You are right. There are a lot of things that just happened... My health for one. There is a reason, I just can't see it yet.

and in time, if its meant to be , you will

 

[lindalouly]

and in time, if its meant to be , you will

Wow, I've been holding that in. I feel better just getting it out!

 

[Granny Hatchet]

So many times I have questioned myself. my mind wants to do young people stuff. Im not old. But my body is broke down and wont allow it. I struggled for a long time with the what ifs. Sometimes I still do. Then I got tired of struggling and decided the stress of it aint worth it. So I will do what I can. I still push myself , always will but Im not going to beat myself up if it dont work out.