Don't feel bad... I purposely ordered my chicks to arrive when we WERE NOT going to be out of town for a while. We are on the go a lot. Fortunately my son is very responsible and has enjoyed caring for them when we leave. ... but I still have huge anxiety issues every time we go. Like you, I like to make sure every one is doing ok before bedtime. I spend time in the lot with my birds. I hand feed them and handle them. I enjoy them.