You give me hope.
For over 35 years, my "happy chicken daydreams" revolved around Silver Gray Dorkings. I gave up on them after 3 years of disappointment in the quality of the stock I was able to procure. I am currently working with Blue Laced Red Wyandottes, learning a lot and having fun. These BLRWs are much closer to their proposed standard than the SGDs I was able to hatch, and my eyes and brain say I am better off with the Wyandottes, in any variety, than with Silver Gray Dorkings. My heart still wants Dorkings. Of the 10,000 birds on display at Columbus in 2014, and the 1500 birds in last year's Bluebonnet Classic, all I wanted to look at were Silver Duckwings, any breed, any size. The only "shape" I like is the Dorking type, though the Schilling-type Wyandottes are pretty, too.
I don't have the infrastructure to support growing out many birds, yet(!) I am also learning a good deal about the higher level of care and knowledge required to breed chickens to a standard, rather than sourcing chicks from a hatchery. I am learning how to find answers to my questions despite the difficulty in finding real world mentors. I expect that when I have a good supply of chicken tractors/pens, I will switch back to Silver Gray Dorkings. While the Dorkings I worked with, from 3 sources, were all over the place in size/type/temperament/coloring, they all had a situational awareness unequalled by any other chicken I have encountered. While these Wyandottes are placid, the Dorkings were (mostly) calm, but with double to triple the intelligence. The Dorkings may be "just chickens," but I think they can do a good bit of integrative thought and problem-solving. They were more than trainable, quickly learning how to beg for treats, or to be let out of their pens to free range.
Thank you for sharing,
Angela