Sometimes I feel like I wish I could just skip December. We're broke, my parents are broke, I think its all a broke mess. I want some chicken stuff for my birthday or Christmas, but every ones so broke, no one is giving anything. Any money I get for my birthday, I will turn around and spend on gifts for my kids. My son wants RockBand for his PS3 so bad but we just don;t have the $200 for it. Thats pretty much all he's asked for. I bought a tiny, live tree in a pot. It has 1 string of lights on it and a cross on top. Thats it. No one felt like helping me get the fake tree and the rest of the decorations out of the shed. On the bright side, DH and I are still married, even after we separated almost 2 years ago, and I had my surgery back in August that I needed. (thats why I'm so broke, darn doctors) I have a roof over my head and family that will help me as much as they can. Things have to get better, right?