uhh Cold sores, since I grew up with them, I am very sympatiic..
They will get better with time..
I still get 1 to 2 a year.. It is always stress or health indiced.. Like now, if I'm not stressed and wake up with one starting.. You can guareente that I will be sick
I know there are a lots of OC medicne that works.. You just need to find what works best for you...
As when I was young, blistics was ok, but then abreva came it, it kicks ass for me, but am not sure for you..
Everyone is different..
I remember one a few of my worst out breaks, very young here... Tonsils taken out, got cold big sore right after...\\\\
Also, my apartment burnt down, huge cold sore.. (Was about 18 here)
More recently, father died, huge cold sore..
They seem to go right n hand with metal health
Hugs for you, it seems really bad, but can be controlled very well once your body has created a definse to them