After a while it goes from "Ohhh, how can you bear to eat something you've raised from a chick?" to "Ewww, how can you put something in your mouth if you don't know where it came from?"
But it is a progression that may take time. This is a departure from my upbringing too, I grew up in the suburbs and was once a vegetarian in my teen years. I've only been keeping chickens for about 6 years now. I still cannot bear to dispatch my old laying hens, nor my ducks or geese. Perhaps some day I will.
It's okay if you never want to process your own chickens, if you want to let your elderly hens enjoy a long retirement. The main thing is to stay connected with the sources of your food, and be grateful for them.
But it is a progression that may take time. This is a departure from my upbringing too, I grew up in the suburbs and was once a vegetarian in my teen years. I've only been keeping chickens for about 6 years now. I still cannot bear to dispatch my old laying hens, nor my ducks or geese. Perhaps some day I will.
It's okay if you never want to process your own chickens, if you want to let your elderly hens enjoy a long retirement. The main thing is to stay connected with the sources of your food, and be grateful for them.