I meant 'IT' as the thing you're worrying about. the thing you're researching...
Also, the internet is totally evil, i swear. Everyone i know who has ANYTHING, i've looked up on the internet, and all the websites want to cover their butts, and say the worst possible outcomes, when reality is rarely like that. I've got a good friend who has MS, and he has had the really, really, really bad kind for so, so many years, when all websites say 6 months to a year... but he's been at that worst stage for literally 3 years, with very little deterioration... so the internet is inherently evil with that kind of stuff.... so don't freak out yet. please. and stop thinking bad thoughts!!! Think Good, Healing thoughts, and we're all praying that this turns out to be nothing.