I agree with you!I think my biggest hang ups stem from factory farming, genetic testing, steroid use, and mistreatment on a massive scale. The industrialized aspect of agriculture is what inspired me to try to become vegetarian. I really am not opposed to small operations that give their animals a good life and treat them humanely until the very end. Since I can't ever really know when buying meat at the grocery, I just assume the worst and learned how to cook tofu, lol.
I want to raise my own meat birds next year so I know they had the best life possible until the time comes. And this is also the main reason I decided to start raising chickens for eggs. Naturally, I fell in love with the little buggers! I fear I will become attached to the meat birds and will feel horrible when it comes time to do the deed. I think it would be best if I sent them off to be humanely processed but then I'd have to question the processor to the ends of the earth about how EXACTLY they do it. I don't want my birds to suffer or be scared.