When I moved out to WI from CA, I had to give up my small flock, lucky we had friends with a small farmmette and they gave them a great home.
I boarded my horses at a farm for 4+ years before even thinking of getting a small flock. A friend of mine (no longer) thought it would be good to get some
polish bantam chicks, so we did.. I fed them, she never paid for anything but the chickens she bought... After a time, I found most of hers homes
and got types I wanted.. I have 20 now, about half and half bantams and large chickens.
It can happen again for you, in time... {{{{HUGS}}}}
Carol