I just want to point something out and get it off my chest...(Rant)

[kyeschicks]

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What joke was it? don't worry, I don't get offended when someone corrects me; instead I learn from it. I would suggest you to read the other post, it wasn't just one person.


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[WIChookchick]

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You can go on about illegal immigrants all you want...
ON YOUR OWN TIME...
don't use the grief of this teenager and the death of a baby OR a young person, to step up on some sort of soap box. I mean that is just tacky, tasteless and horrible.
And to come here to defend yourself...
You just paint yourself heartless, its NOT about this person personalizing anything for a reason, OR a joke.
And perhaps we are just not getting the whole story, at this point I don't care, What I do care about.. is that you apparently made a joke when some one was sharing a sad moment.

 

[debilorrah]

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What joke was it? don't worry, I don't get offended when someone corrects me; instead I learn from it. I would suggest you to read the other post, it wasn't just one person.


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This really isn't about the joke. It is about the crap you are going through right now, and I am sure many of us will be here for you when you need us.

 

[kyeschicks]

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Honey you need to talk to someone. It is serious now, when a joke makes you all nut up inside. I am glad to see you know what your issues are, and I share a few of them with you, and you need to get some help.

Life feels nearly impossible at times. Like right now. For you and for me. We all have our issues, our bad times, but they come in circles. Talk to someone, wait it out. Life does improve. Then it tanks with new issues. Then it gets betters. Life is a roller coaster.

I'm sorry Debi. I'm just messed up emotionally right now...I've always been, but with all these losses and dealing with my issues and all the stress just makes me 'explode'. I don't know what to think, I don't know what to do, but I know that I don't want to be here..that's for sure. I'm messed up, my life's messed up.

 

[JulieNKC]

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What joke was it? don't worry, I don't get offended when someone corrects me; instead I learn from it. I would suggest you to read the other post, it wasn't just one person.


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Something about football, I really don't remember, I didn't find it offensive, or Debi's joke.
I've lost quite a few people in the last few years too. Being in your late teens is a hard time to deal with anything, honestly, I wouldn't go back to being a teenager for anything. I was miserable. I was depressed, anorexic (which was actually caused by a kidney issue they didn't find until a few years ago because my doctors insisted it was depression and a teenage thing

), and dealt with stress very poorly. I ended up blowing off school and doing WAY too much partying, which I've had to pay for later. You sound like you have a good heart and know what you need to do. Hang in there, things will get better with time.

 

[debilorrah]

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You can go on about illegal immigrants all you want...
ON YOUR OWN TIME...
don't use the grief of this teenager and the death of a baby OR a young person, to step up on some sort of soap box. I mean that is just tacky, tasteless and horrible.
And to come here to defend yourself...
You just paint yourself heartless, its NOT about this person personalizing anything for a reason, OR a joke.
And perhaps we are just not getting the whole story, at this point I don't care, What I do care about.. is that you apparently made a joke when some one was sharing a sad moment.

To be clear, he had NOT shared a sad moment. I had no clue he was suffering as he is. I copied and pasted a joke. I don't own a soapbox, and I am often tasteless. And I am FAR from heartless.

This young person and I have a friendship, and I think maybe you need to take a step back. The joke I posted was an alone post and not in response to anything this dear friend said.

You know what they say about assuming.

 

[kyeschicks]

I'm going to ask for the thread to be closed. I just wanted to point something out and get it off my chest and I've done more than that. Thank you everyone, now I'm the one that has to think before posting things like these.

 

[debilorrah]

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Honey you need to talk to someone. It is serious now, when a joke makes you all nut up inside. I am glad to see you know what your issues are, and I share a few of them with you, and you need to get some help.

Life feels nearly impossible at times. Like right now. For you and for me. We all have our issues, our bad times, but they come in circles. Talk to someone, wait it out. Life does improve. Then it tanks with new issues. Then it gets betters. Life is a roller coaster.

I'm sorry Debi. I'm just messed up emotionally right now...I've always been, but with all these losses and dealing with my issues and all the stress just makes me 'explode'. I don't know what to think, I don't know what to do, but I know that I don't want to be here..that's for sure. I'm messed up, my life's messed up.

Juan, Seriously if you need to talk, feel free to PM me. Life loss is sooo stinking hard to deal with. And I can tell ya, the older you get, well the more loss there is. I am more than willing to talk with you whenever you need.

 

[kyeschicks]

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I'm sorry Debi. I'm just messed up emotionally right now...I've always been, but with all these losses and dealing with my issues and all the stress just makes me 'explode'. I don't know what to think, I don't know what to do, but I know that I don't want to be here..that's for sure. I'm messed up, my life's messed up.

Juan, Seriously if you need to talk, feel free to PM me. Life loss is sooo stinking hard to deal with. And I can tell ya, the older you get, well the more loss there is. I am more than willing to talk with you whenever you need.

I seriously don't think anyone can fix how I feel, that's the reason I don't want to go get help. This is something emotional, inside of me not a physical injury...no meds can fix this, but thank you for trying

support is the only thing I need right now.