I need a hug :(

[magicpigeon]

Someone in this neighbourhood is learning that Canon in D. I hate that song sooooo much. It brings back bad memories. For one, I've had a recurring nightmare for years where I'm sitting next to a dead body covered in a sheet in this hospital room, in almost complete darkness. Then, out of nowhere, this lone violin starts playing the canon.

This was also the song they played at my mothers funeral. I cannot remember most of the details since I was 4 at the time. But boy, I remember that song. I can't even hear it now without subconsciously shuddering and trying to block my ears. Sometimes I even feel like I am going to cry.

That is sooo messed up, isn't it??

I'm just not coping so well with my life right now

And this song, played over and over again (not even well)? Not exactly helping. I need a hug.

 

[eenie114]

Oh, that's awful.

I'm sorry, MP.

 

[CapricornFarm]

Maybe an mp3 player with your favorite music is in order?

 

[Fierlin1182]

I'm sorry

I don't think that's messed up at all. There are plenty of things I'd rather not remember and a lot of things seem to remind me... Have as many hugs as you want. I hope things get better for you soon

 

[Amigo]

I'm sorry!

Canon is a nice song too.

 

[sumi]

I'm sorry that song brings up such sad memories for you. It's such a lovely piece of music.

 

[ChickenPeep]

 

[gritsar]

 

[OvertheHenHouse]

(((BIG HUG)))
And perhaps you can ask them to keep the windows closed at practice time...? Otherwise I'm with Hot2Pot - crank up your own music as loud as necessary to drown out the Canon!

 

[sourland]

Hang in, MP.