I need a hug :(

Discussion in 'Random Ramblings' started by magicpigeon, Sep 18, 2011.

  1. magicpigeon

    magicpigeon Chillin' With My Peeps

    Oct 9, 2010
    Someone in this neighbourhood is learning that Canon in D. I hate that song sooooo much. It brings back bad memories. For one, I've had a recurring nightmare for years where I'm sitting next to a dead body covered in a sheet in this hospital room, in almost complete darkness. Then, out of nowhere, this lone violin starts playing the canon.

    This was also the song they played at my mothers funeral. I cannot remember most of the details since I was 4 at the time. But boy, I remember that song. I can't even hear it now without subconsciously shuddering and trying to block my ears. Sometimes I even feel like I am going to cry. [​IMG] That is sooo messed up, isn't it?? [​IMG]

    I'm just not coping so well with my life right now [​IMG] And this song, played over and over again (not even well)? Not exactly helping. I need a hug. [​IMG]
  2. eenie114

    eenie114 Completly Hopeless

    Oh, that's awful. [​IMG] [​IMG] I'm sorry, MP.
  3. Hot2Pot

    Hot2Pot Fox Hollow Rabbitry

    Feb 1, 2010
    West TN
    [​IMG] Maybe an mp3 player with your favorite music is in order?
  4. Fierlin1182

    Fierlin1182 powered-flight

    Aug 26, 2011
    I'm sorry [​IMG] [​IMG]
    I don't think that's messed up at all. There are plenty of things I'd rather not remember and a lot of things seem to remind me... Have as many hugs as you want. I hope things get better for you soon [​IMG] [​IMG] [​IMG]
  5. Amigo

    Amigo Chillin' With My Peeps

    Jul 13, 2011
    Your house!
    I'm sorry! [​IMG]

    Canon is a nice song too. [​IMG]
    Last edited: Sep 18, 2011
  6. sumi

    sumi Égalité Staff Member

    Jun 28, 2011
    Rep of Ireland
    I'm sorry that song brings up such sad memories for you. It's such a lovely piece of music.
  7. ChickenPeep

    ChickenPeep Faith & Feathers

    May 1, 2011
    Olathe, Kansas
    [​IMG] [​IMG] [​IMG] [​IMG]
  8. gritsar

    gritsar Cows, Chooks & Impys - OH MY!

    Nov 9, 2007
    SW Arkansas
  9. OvertheHenHouse

    OvertheHenHouse Chillin' With My Peeps

    Sep 12, 2011
    San Diego
    (((BIG HUG)))
    And perhaps you can ask them to keep the windows closed at practice time...? Otherwise I'm with Hot2Pot - crank up your own music as loud as necessary to drown out the Canon!
  10. sourland

    sourland Broody Magician Premium Member

    May 3, 2009
    New Jersey
    [​IMG] Hang in, MP. [​IMG]

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