I am sorry if this is selfish, but I need help, even if it is just some stranger halfway around the country keeping a good thought or prayer in mind for me. I am having a very hard time, and I know I am not the only one. Which is why I feel selfish about writing this, but ya know what? This is where I am at. Begging for prayers. I am having a very hard time finding any sort of employment, and I am feeling incredibly depressed about this and mounting financial issues. I am 25 years old, but I am already done with this struggle. I feel like I am barely treading water, I cannot stop crying, I know my Mom is worried sick about me but I am just feeling like there is no way out. I feel like I am clawing and fighting, just to survive, and I am exausted. I just need a few good thoughts, just anything really. I am trying, very much trying here, and having a real hard time keeping my head above water. I know I am not the only one unemployed, but I was just hit with a huge bill, and am being sent to collections for medical bills. I just don't see a light at the end of the tunnel, and just need some prayers or something to keep me going. I so feel like throwing in the towel and calling it quits.