Deb,
You are a wonderful, loving "MOTHER"!
God gives us new opportunities sometimes. It's how we grow during our mortal test.
That love can grow. It must so that we can be like Him and come to truly know Him.
This is one of my favorite scriptures, it reminds me of Paul's writings to the Saints at Corinth.
"And charity suffers long, and is kind, and envies not, and is not puffed up, seeks not her own, is not easily provoked, thinks no evil, and rejoices not in iniquity but rejoices in the truth, bears all things, believes all things, hopes for all good things, endures all things.
Wherefore, my beloved brothers and sisters, if ye have not charity, ye are nothing, for charity never fails. Wherefore, cleave unto charity, which is the greatest of all, for all things must fail--
But charity is the pure love of Christ, and it endures forever; and whoso is found possessed of it at the last day, it shall be well with them.
Wherefore, my beloved brothers & sisters, pray unto the Father with all the energy of heart, that you may be filled with this love, which He hath bestowed upon all who are true followers of His Son, Jesus Christ; that you may become the sons and daughters of God; that when He shall appear we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is; that we may have this hope; that we may be purified even as He is pure. Amen." Moro. 7:45-48