I've never killed a chicken before. Yesterday I decided to do the first of the RIR roosters that needed culling, because they were attacking the other birds. I geared up, and went out to snap a neck or two and get it over with. I've read all over that you just snap it like a towel. That sounds easy enough, right?
First, the bird flapped around, rolled it's little eyes back, and screamed. Not dead. I panic, snap at it again, still not dead. I started crying at this point. As a last resort, I grabbed a broom and tried the handle-on-the-neck thing.
And it's head came off.
It was still flapping, still kicking, still trying to squawk. I screamed, and started crying more, and hyperventilated
After calling the roommate and The Man, they both calmed me down a little, and the roomie gave me a Xanax when I got home
So what the h*ll. HOW am I supposed to do this? I can't even go back out to the coop right now, let alone touch a chicken. I had nightmares about the little head coming off last night. I can't go through life afraid to kill a chicken- i'll be overrun. But at the same time, that was a really horrible way for the poor thing to go
I was trying to make it as humane as possible with the neck snapping and it didn't work. I still want to throw up when I think about it. Last night I felt like the biggest piece of crap on the planet.
Someone tell me something to make me feel better

First, the bird flapped around, rolled it's little eyes back, and screamed. Not dead. I panic, snap at it again, still not dead. I started crying at this point. As a last resort, I grabbed a broom and tried the handle-on-the-neck thing.
And it's head came off.

It was still flapping, still kicking, still trying to squawk. I screamed, and started crying more, and hyperventilated


So what the h*ll. HOW am I supposed to do this? I can't even go back out to the coop right now, let alone touch a chicken. I had nightmares about the little head coming off last night. I can't go through life afraid to kill a chicken- i'll be overrun. But at the same time, that was a really horrible way for the poor thing to go

I was trying to make it as humane as possible with the neck snapping and it didn't work. I still want to throw up when I think about it. Last night I felt like the biggest piece of crap on the planet.
Someone tell me something to make me feel better
