I'm not doubting your decision. I'm just mourning for everyone. Gosh, I'm so sorry. I'd hug you if I could.She was just doing what she would do. But I can’t do it. I can’t keep her because it would be unfair to her. I wouldn’t love her like I normally do. All I would see is what she did. And it wasn’t like myself and husband only seen it. But my kids did too. They seen her with a duck in her mouth. I consoled them for hours.