I got some bad news. Some REALLY bad news.
My brother is getting a rash from eating eggs.
Instead of having my brother not eat eggs anymore, my mom wants to quit feeding the birds what we're feeding them now and go back to what we used to feed them.
This is awfully worrying, because if we quit feeding them a balanced diet, the ducklings\chicks with stop growing, the chickens will get fatter, and then I'll have birth defects in the ducklings\chicks. Then fertility will go back down again, too.
I really don't wanna go down this road again.
I've already been there, learned the hard way, and it gave me terrible results.
I really, really, really pray that she doesn't make me go back to feeding the birds plain oats.
It's really hard to grow out birds on plain oats - nearly impossible. I've been there before. It just don't work no matter how bad you want it to.
If she does, this is going to mess up my Khaki Campbell experiment, too.
Here we go again...... why does this gotta happen?

Every time I finally start getting things straightened out with the birds, to where things are finally working like they're supposed to, we gotta go back to our old ways that don't work.
I really wish I had the money to buy them proper food.
I really don't wanna go down this road again - been here way too many times. All it does is stress me out A LOT and make me wish I could have a job - a job that actually pays.
Sorry guys, I just had to tell someone, because this is getting me all worried up inside.