I had to kill a very sick chicken once. It was somehow disembowelled. Is that a thing? Anyway, I cut its head off. This chicken was a tamed pet. I calmed it down first, talked to it a little, and said I was sorry. It was soo hard to do. But I grit my teeth and kept thinking what was best for the bird. Because the animal was very sick. (I think already close to death) there was almost Zero blood, like not enough pressure to get out. I dunno. The other thing was it did NOT run around like I had heard it might.
They can run around though! >>>
The next time was years later when two of the hatchlings we had purchased and turned out to be Roosters.
One was rehomed, the other I killed. I gave the second one away after being shocked by killing its sibling. I was soo shocked when I killed the first one. There was much more blood and it ran around my entire front yard one and a half times over a period of about 30 seconds. It Ran fast and controlled. I could not believe what I was seeing.
I did not want to experience that again and so I gave the second Rooster free to a good home. I was extremely uncomfortable doing that. I gave it to a truck driver who assured me it was not for Fighting or Eating. We do live in the country so maybe he just wanted to breed it with his chickens, like he said he would. I hope.
Present day we can have a rooster. Our neighbours are OK, but more than one would push the Boundry's and we are doing Both Incubating eggs as well as our Two Girls are both brooding. We are going to have a whole heap of roosters. +Hoping for more girls than boys, but its not up to us very much.
I am trying to prepare myself for the inevitable Cull. This time though I plan to not befriend any of the newly hatched chickens, as well as always keeping in the back of my mind that I will someday soon be killing these and eating them.
There's no way I am letting them die in vain. I am a meat eater. but I have seldom killed my food. I buy it mostly from the supermarket and Butcher. I have many times over the years felt guilty that my food was killed in part of a Gigantic machine/factory/corporation etc. I feel it is soo disrespectful to the animal. It probably makes no difference, but I really feel the animals should be killed by the people eating it, if for nothing else so they can thank it, and apologise to it for cutting its life short so that our lives can keep going.
I feel like if I'm going to eat chicken it should be my chicken. Then its treatment can meet my extremely high expectations. Then I can feel a little more right with the universe.