And exhale
I may talk a lot on here, but in real life I avoid people, just, in general.
I just got home from a walk and hear a "Do you have ducks??" From my neighbour, and damn the anxiety just climbed in fear of some kind of problem
I immediately responded yes and made sure there was no issue with noise or anything, she said not at all, and that she doesn't mind them! She was just being social and interested in how I came to have them. She found it all very sweet.
This neighbour happens to be vegan, same as me, so we ended up having a lengthy chat about things. I know for a fact I will still be overthinking that simple conversation all day and night- but I am SO relieved my closest neighbour is happy about the ducks