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Congrats on the diagnosis! It must feel validating to have that officially agreed!

I'm fairly sure I am missing a CPTSD diagnosis, but I'm nervous about going back to my GP. Last I saw her she just put it all down to a mixed anxiety/depressive disorder... but I've learned and realised significant things since then. I'm sure I'll get diagnosed eventually though. If this isn't too personal to ask, how long did it take for that diagnosis?


And yeah that's so true. Its something I believe is best not rushed. I think a lot (if not most) of people should probably have some amount of therapy before deciding to be a parent- I'm sure at this point that we all have some dark stuff or unresolved trauma in our lives lol.
Sorry if I'm bringing the mood down :oops:

It's something I look forward to though. I'm giving myself a 5 or 6 year plan (at minimum), to work through my stuff, start therapy, improve my health, and then perhaps I'll be ready to commit to a kid.
in the meantime, I can at least excessively mother my ducks. :gig
Thanks! And don't worry you're not bringing the mood down, these are important conversations to have. And you're honestly right, if someone wants to be a parent they really do need to go to some form of therapy and get their head screwed on straight before they make such a huge decision. Yes, obviously this is for planned children, sometimes kids happen at semi-unexpected intervals but c'est la vie.

And no I don't mind talking about my diagnostic process at all! Buckle in it's going to be a long post. (Sorry in advance), I'll actually put this in a spoiler so that way it's not clogging everything up.

So overall, I've been in therapy for at least 6-7+ years consistently, before that I was bouncing around from therapist to therapist changing every few months because I just didn't find someone that clicked with me and what I needed. When I did however? Omg total 180 and I worked on making sure I stayed with therapy and it helped immensely. My therapist for most of that (5 years of it at least), was the one that talked to me about ADHD and he was always the first one to say "If you ever want to look through the DSM on something specific just let me know and we can take a look at it." Well, one day we were talking and I went "Um... hey Chris, can we look at the cookbook for PTSD?" And we did. And that's when we realized "Oh crap."

He had tried to get me in with psychiatry, on my request because I realized that trying to manage it without meds wasn't working completely. Well, that was a bust that time because the darn psychiatrist was more concerned with my depression which I had managed at that point. Fast forward a bit and I have to change therapists because Chris, my long-term therapist at the time, is in the middle of completing his Doctorate in Psychology and it's time for him to do his internship stuff and he needed to cut back on how many patients he was seeing. Okay, no problem. I get hooked up with my new therapist, Ian. And omg lemme tell you. I love Chris dearly, he got me through some tough times. But Ian. When I tell him "Hey I have X problem and I need a solution." He actively listens and immediately goes "Okay there's X, Y, or Z resource available here, here, and here. If we need to focus on that more in depth we can." Etc. Brilliant therapist I love him.

So when I told Ian my issues with my ADHD and how I'd like to get on medication his first question was "Were you ever formally assessed?" And I said "No. I wasn't." So he got me hooked up with psychiatry again, this time with a psychiatrist who listens to me and is awesome. She referred me to a different practice that does full neurotesting. The thing that took the longest was waiting around for appointments to become available. I was originally scene for my intake with the testing practice in I think October because it was right before we bought the house, my testing was originally scheduled for December but we all got COVID for Xmas and that forced it to be rescheduled to February. Then my review appointment was in the beginning of April because my overseeing Dr. was on a trip overseas and wouldn't be available till then. And now here we are!

Hey Mothering ducks can be a full-time job sometimes lol I've had ducks before! Speaking of parenting things. Today is Day 18 for incubation and I'm gonna be running around like a chickenless head getting brooding supplies and getting ready for lockdown.

Mine shot down my request for looking into and talking to someone to see if I might have autism solely because I could force myself to hold eye contact with her in short intervals.
Oh come on that is the biggest bunch of bologna I've heard in a long time. There are plenty of Autistic folks that can make eye contact!
 
Thanks! And don't worry you're not bringing the mood down, these are important conversations to have. And you're honestly right, if someone wants to be a parent they really do need to go to some form of therapy and get their head screwed on straight before they make such a huge decision. Yes, obviously this is for planned children, sometimes kids happen at semi-unexpected intervals but c'est la vie.

And no I don't mind talking about my diagnostic process at all! Buckle in it's going to be a long post. (Sorry in advance), I'll actually put this in a spoiler so that way it's not clogging everything up.

So overall, I've been in therapy for at least 6-7+ years consistently, before that I was bouncing around from therapist to therapist changing every few months because I just didn't find someone that clicked with me and what I needed. When I did however? Omg total 180 and I worked on making sure I stayed with therapy and it helped immensely. My therapist for most of that (5 years of it at least), was the one that talked to me about ADHD and he was always the first one to say "If you ever want to look through the DSM on something specific just let me know and we can take a look at it." Well, one day we were talking and I went "Um... hey Chris, can we look at the cookbook for PTSD?" And we did. And that's when we realized "Oh crap."

He had tried to get me in with psychiatry, on my request because I realized that trying to manage it without meds wasn't working completely. Well, that was a bust that time because the darn psychiatrist was more concerned with my depression which I had managed at that point. Fast forward a bit and I have to change therapists because Chris, my long-term therapist at the time, is in the middle of completing his Doctorate in Psychology and it's time for him to do his internship stuff and he needed to cut back on how many patients he was seeing. Okay, no problem. I get hooked up with my new therapist, Ian. And omg lemme tell you. I love Chris dearly, he got me through some tough times. But Ian. When I tell him "Hey I have X problem and I need a solution." He actively listens and immediately goes "Okay there's X, Y, or Z resource available here, here, and here. If we need to focus on that more in depth we can." Etc. Brilliant therapist I love him.

So when I told Ian my issues with my ADHD and how I'd like to get on medication his first question was "Were you ever formally assessed?" And I said "No. I wasn't." So he got me hooked up with psychiatry again, this time with a psychiatrist who listens to me and is awesome. She referred me to a different practice that does full neurotesting. The thing that took the longest was waiting around for appointments to become available. I was originally scene for my intake with the testing practice in I think October because it was right before we bought the house, my testing was originally scheduled for December but we all got COVID for Xmas and that forced it to be rescheduled to February. Then my review appointment was in the beginning of April because my overseeing Dr. was on a trip overseas and wouldn't be available till then. And now here we are!

Hey Mothering ducks can be a full-time job sometimes lol I've had ducks before! Speaking of parenting things. Today is Day 18 for incubation and I'm gonna be running around like a chickenless head getting brooding supplies and getting ready for lockdown.


Oh come on that is the biggest bunch of bologna I've heard in a long time. There are plenty of Autistic folks that can make eye contact!
I know! I've had it drilled into my head I have to make eye contact, so of course I'm going to do my best to at least take a few seconds every minute to lock eyes, but it's very obvious just observing me that it's extremely uncomfortable for me to do so. It was one of the first things my therapist pointed out when we first met.
 
Thanks! And don't worry you're not bringing the mood down, these are important conversations to have. And you're honestly right, if someone wants to be a parent they really do need to go to some form of therapy and get their head screwed on straight before they make such a huge decision. Yes, obviously this is for planned children, sometimes kids happen at semi-unexpected intervals but c'est la vie.

And no I don't mind talking about my diagnostic process at all! Buckle in it's going to be a long post. (Sorry in advance), I'll actually put this in a spoiler so that way it's not clogging everything up.

So overall, I've been in therapy for at least 6-7+ years consistently, before that I was bouncing around from therapist to therapist changing every few months because I just didn't find someone that clicked with me and what I needed. When I did however? Omg total 180 and I worked on making sure I stayed with therapy and it helped immensely. My therapist for most of that (5 years of it at least), was the one that talked to me about ADHD and he was always the first one to say "If you ever want to look through the DSM on something specific just let me know and we can take a look at it." Well, one day we were talking and I went "Um... hey Chris, can we look at the cookbook for PTSD?" And we did. And that's when we realized "Oh crap."

He had tried to get me in with psychiatry, on my request because I realized that trying to manage it without meds wasn't working completely. Well, that was a bust that time because the darn psychiatrist was more concerned with my depression which I had managed at that point. Fast forward a bit and I have to change therapists because Chris, my long-term therapist at the time, is in the middle of completing his Doctorate in Psychology and it's time for him to do his internship stuff and he needed to cut back on how many patients he was seeing. Okay, no problem. I get hooked up with my new therapist, Ian. And omg lemme tell you. I love Chris dearly, he got me through some tough times. But Ian. When I tell him "Hey I have X problem and I need a solution." He actively listens and immediately goes "Okay there's X, Y, or Z resource available here, here, and here. If we need to focus on that more in depth we can." Etc. Brilliant therapist I love him.

So when I told Ian my issues with my ADHD and how I'd like to get on medication his first question was "Were you ever formally assessed?" And I said "No. I wasn't." So he got me hooked up with psychiatry again, this time with a psychiatrist who listens to me and is awesome. She referred me to a different practice that does full neurotesting. The thing that took the longest was waiting around for appointments to become available. I was originally scene for my intake with the testing practice in I think October because it was right before we bought the house, my testing was originally scheduled for December but we all got COVID for Xmas and that forced it to be rescheduled to February. Then my review appointment was in the beginning of April because my overseeing Dr. was on a trip overseas and wouldn't be available till then. And now here we are!
Thank you so much for sharing! It gives me hope. The only time I was in therapy was when I was a kid, 16. I never opened up about how I actually felt, and she never pushed me too. Which felt good but, we never actually had the talks we needed to have. So it was really a wasted opportunity to get help.
That was a long time ago and so much has changed. I probably won't start therapy until I've moved, otherwise I'll just end up switching and that could be unsettling.
Hey Mothering ducks can be a full-time job sometimes lol I've had ducks before! Speaking of parenting things. Today is Day 18 for incubation and I'm gonna be running around like a chickenless head getting brooding supplies and getting ready for lockdown.
Too right! One of my girls has issues with laying too, she has a lot of blips and needs extra attention. Last year it was constant egg bound or bad eggs. Doing so much better recently though, still gives me lots to worry about!
Best of luck with your littles due to hatch soon! I hope you get a good hatch rate!
I'm aiming to hatch more ducks next year, possibly the following year if things don't go to plan. Incubating, but my girl Dougie is going to try motherhood too, not sure how it'll go but I'll be watching closely...
Oh come on that is the biggest bunch of bologna I've heard in a long time. There are plenty of Autistic folks that can make eye contact!
Exactly. And often because they're pressured to by parents and get into the habit! Such a ridiculous reason to dismiss someone...
 
Everyone, I'd like you all to meet Jeremy!
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I saw him at a store, I was originally getting a different plant, one I'm familiar with. But when I saw Jeremy, everything changed....
I dwelled there for a while, considering which plant to take home... but ultimately realised I had spent so long looking at this one, that we had formed a connection.
Alas, I bought him. A brave choice considering I don't know what the heck I just bought...
It says its a yucca elephantipe (love the name). They grow pretty big!
I love him already. Now to figure out a nice place for him to thrive.... :gig

It's perfect because I wanted a plant to grow out, something to get big n strong. Like a tree.... an indoor tree.
But couldn't find anything like I'd pictured, until now.

Prayers for him are welcome, I have a bad history with plants :oops:
 
Everyone, I'd like you all to meet Jeremy!
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I saw him at a store, I was originally getting a different plant, one I'm familiar with. But when I saw Jeremy, everything changed....
I dwelled there for a while, considering which plant to take home... but ultimately realised I had spent so long looking at this one, that we had formed a connection.
Alas, I bought him. A brave choice considering I don't know what the heck I just bought...
It says its a yucca elephantipe (love the name). They grow pretty big!
I love him already. Now to figure out a nice place for him to thrive.... :gig

It's perfect because I wanted a plant to grow out, something to get big n strong. Like a tree.... an indoor tree.
But couldn't find anything like I'd pictured, until now.

Prayers for him are welcome, I have a bad history with plants :oops:

:fl

Yucca are hardy lil' (or not so little) guys! Give him as much sun as you can (without sun burning him, that depends on how much sun he's used to), and he'll be a happy grower
 
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Yucca are hardy lil' (or not so little) guys! Give him as much sun as you can (without sun burning him, that depends on how much sun he's used to), and he'll be a happy grower
I saw pics of ones growing outdoors in warmer countries, boy they can grow!
But I've heard they have to be indoors in the UK, gets too cold here. Still, I'll continue to upgrade his accommodations inside as much as possible as he grows. I'll find a sunny spot for him.
I'm so excited to see how it does!
I've heard to water when soil is 75% dry, so once a week depending on temp/climate etc I guess.
Do I pour water, or let him soak it up from a tray/tub?
 
Same. And Especially over my head! I have a knack for banging my head on stuff.
i have no where else to put them. Between me and my younger sis i took the smaller room. I dont have much wall space, and only three out of my 4 walls are actually painted so i have to fill up that wall so its less noticeable.
 
I saw pics of ones growing outdoors in warmer countries, boy they can grow!
But I've heard they have to be indoors in the UK, gets too cold here. Still, I'll continue to upgrade his accommodations inside as much as possible as he grows. I'll find a sunny spot for him.
I'm so excited to see how it does!
I've heard to water when soil is 75% dry, so once a week depending on temp/climate etc I guess.
Do I pour water, or let him soak it up from a tray/tub?

Yup, over here we grow them outside, and they're massive. I'd say go with the latter for watering, but don't stick to that percentage crap. Your plant will show you signs of over, under, and in-between watering. Follow those more than the "rules"
 

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