I have all this going through my head.
I have a wedding to plan.
Ken pushes himself too far
Work is too busy to get anything done perfectly
Ken is on my mind at work ALWAYS
He fights me when I tell him he does too much
I cannot use the gas stove/oven because it sucks all the oxygen from the room
I have no idea how I am holding myself together and worry about when it falls apart
I have a clean carpet, but nothing else
I need to do a good job at work because when I got the job I promised God I would be a good employee. I have lacked in that sense.
I feel so overwhelmed
I am going to bed.
Thank you for reading. Thank you for your support. I could not be this SANE without each and every one of you.