I think you are handling everything fine. Just keep carrying on and you will be ready to face anything.
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I get scared. We are renting now. I know I will have to move after he is gone. Yet I can't seem to prepare myself for that. In fact, I want to hang on to MORE crap than I need to. I keep saying to myself, I want to keep the chickens, but more and more lately, I just not interested. I care for them, feed them, keep them clean and change their water, but I feel like I am going through the motions. I need to regroup.I think you are handling everything fine. Just keep carrying on and you will be ready to face anything.
That's such a gorgeous cake, Debi! Congrats on making it all official, although with how much in love you two are I think that if you were married in an old t-shirt and jean shorts in a parking lot it would all still be beautiful.![]()
Continuing prayers for you guys.
Stress can make the mind work in bizarre ways. Even when you think you are being perfectly rational and have all your wits about you. A person can only cope with so much at a time, and beyond that the mind, or what's left of it, seems to shut down a bit. I think it's called survival mode.I get scared. We are renting now. I know I will have to move after he is gone. Yet I can't seem to prepare myself for that. In fact, I want to hang on to MORE crap than I need to. I keep saying to myself, I want to keep the chickens, but more and more lately, I just not interested. I care for them, feed them, keep them clean and change their water, but I feel like I am going through the motions. I need to regroup.
Today I realized that after we learned Ken's disability would take care of July's rent, I went nuts and paid too many bills. I needed to go to my mom for a check. How stupid was that? I am normally ok with finances. I combined my two piles of bills. I caught myself, but too late. *sigh*
I get scared. We are renting now. I know I will have to move after he is gone. Yet I can't seem to prepare myself for that. In fact, I want to hang on to MORE crap than I need to. I keep saying to myself, I want to keep the chickens, but more and more lately, I just not interested. I care for them, feed them, keep them clean and change their water, but I feel like I am going through the motions. I need to regroup.
Today I realized that after we learned Ken's disability would take care of July's rent, I went nuts and paid too many bills. I needed to go to my mom for a check. How stupid was that? I am normally ok with finances. I combined my two piles of bills. I caught myself, but too late. *sigh*
I can't imagine coming here and reading this entire thing!! You must like to read. I know I do.Sending you prayers and positive thoughts.... I've just read the entire thread, and I'm so impressed with your strength and courage.