Long Distance Friendships :-(

[whiteflare]

I'm here. I just didn't have internet access over the weekend or any time today before now.

I don't like babies at all. Little children smell weird, dribble everywhere, scream at the most ridiculous times and stab you in inappropriate places.

I didn't have a bad day. I got the day off school for a 'Young women in technology' challenge with some of my pals: I was looking forward to two activities.

I got here, and voila, my group had been singled out to do every single activity on the list.... except those two.
I thought it wouldn't be too bad because some of the others sounded interesting....

They were terrible! I either almost fell asleep, felt like I was back at school, or failed miserably at the designated tasks. I was really looking forward to the ones we didn't get to do.

I have just been breezing along through life for way too long, and it's annoying me. I am moving nowhere and am basically a stepping stone for other people to get where they want.

You know, people take advantage of nice people and everything.

Does anyone else feel this way? Whenever I come up with any good ideas, someone else snatches them from me and scales the ladder, I remain at square one. No problem, I think, I'll just try something different! That gets snatched off me too. I'm like a step up for other people, which really annoys me, because although I am considerate and like to be an asset to a team, I am (sorry) pretty selfish and ambitious.

It's against my nature to been mean and nasty and lie to get the top, but maybe I should start doing that soon. You know, that's actually a VERY GOOD IDEA!

I also have many things I'd like to accomplish in life, but they move nowhere. I've succeeded in one field, but that's hit a dead end I am slowly working at breaking through (still a long way to go yet) and my other goals..... don't even GO there!

End of long rant.

I guess I should talk to you some about your day. Hmmm, new post for that.

 

[whiteflare]

Why don't you drive the chickens along with you?

Go on a big interstate road trip with the chooks in the boot.... that would be pretty cool, actually.

Where are you thinking of moving to? The south seems a bit iffy with all the tornadoes going on right now, but I'm sure it's a great place... personally, New york all the way!

Oh wow. She didn't give the poor things water?

I actually frequently do that. Shhhh! Don't tell anyone! I'm so evil

Actually, I hate the poop too. As much as possible, I try to leave cleaning the stuff for my mother or father, and if I can't I grab a new tray. (We use those plastic trays you get scones and strawberries in as the supermarket. Very improvised

)

I really needed to catch up on sleep too. I slept terribly for a couple of days: strange dreams, waking up really thirsty, etc. So I crashed 1.5 hours early for a couple of days, and now I'm in tip top shape to rant, rave and sing like there's no tomorrow

 

[whiteflare]

Oh! And I love the pictures of your silkies.

People on here would know that I love silkies.

I love photos No. 2, 3 and 4, with the stink eyes

 

[LittleChickenLady]

I'd definitely take the chickens with me, but when we got there, we'd have no place to put them.
His aunt doesn't want them at her house, and that's where we'd be staying for a while.
We're just hoping to find jobs and then possibly get a house so we can just take the chickens with us the first time.



I grew up on a farm, so poop doesn't bother me.
I lied. I hate dog poop. It makes me sick.

 

[ChooksinChoppers]

Why Alabama? Inquiring minds need to know

Squishy likes Ocala the best because of the huge oak trees and rolling land and lots and lots of horse farms.

 

[LittleChickenLady]

Because my boyfriend's aunt lives there and she could help us if we ever needed her

 

[ChooksinChoppers]

So if Squishy found a place with a couple of homes on it and a few acres...you would say no?

 

[LittleChickenLady]

If Squishy found a couple houses that I could afford with land, I wouldn't say no if she offered us to come live there.
Right now I just have to find a place that the landlord could possibly understand that I need a place so I can find a job.
I'd definitely be able to pay some upfront, but with no job I can't afford anything super expensive.

 

[LittleChickenLady]

Soooooo ChooksinChoppers... is Squishy looking for a place with a couple homes on it with a few acres?
That'd be awesome if she found something! I'll be down as soon as she gets the place to move in and start looking for jobs! I can make pizzas!!

And during that time, we can sell our eggs for a little income.

 

[SourRoses]

Hehe.. Danielle... that is the plan... but I also didn't want to talk about it overmuch and get your hopes up. Dont get your hopes up! But we're looking and wanted to know what you thought.

First trying to find a place that suits the bill and see how things with financing it work out... but in a less happy scenario, I might just have to go with a smaller place just for me... depends entirely on finances, ect... with my poor credit and such. But I've decided theres no where else I want to be than Ocala... So please forgive me if I end up having to be selfish! But Were trying to find a place that would suit for Me, Mom, and You. I neeeeed my own seperate house... mom and I would both be happier with our own kitchens and our own bathrooms... we are very alike and soo territorial!

Mom.. Love you!

Anyway... what I am hoping hoping for.... is a place with a bit of land, the seperate houses... and build a nice big barn with pretty pasture... then board it out, and have the chicken and bird area of things... and all of us with our own private areas. But Im getting ahead of myself! Dont get your hopes up! *Squishy says mostly to herself*

Either that or I am just going to have my own little couple acres and build my minature castle. *sniff* I can build a castle if I want to!!!!


I'm sorry you've been so alone on here... but I just haven't been getting on the computer much lately. I think I burned myself out on it when I wasn't feeling well, with all the games and emails

I've got my sprouted things outside and growing bigger... and I just sowed some more things in my mini jiffy tray today (I like to keep things small, stages). This time its not just vegetables, but flowers, finally some fun! Theres Sweet Pea, Larkspur, Passion flower (Im hoping I can get some to finally germinate! Moms outside isent doing well second year) ... With the first, I'm going to make myself a lovely indoor plant in this adoooorable pot I found! Its painted pink and has a glittery butterfly on the front and a little bow. (Clear I'm into little girl things all over again now?) then hope we find a cute little wire something or other to use as a lattice for the sweet pea.

Then I put two little baby onion sets in some of those peat pellets... LOL! I kind of made them a well to sit in, tapped down.. and their poking up above the soil in such a cute way!

Outside the juvenile morning glorys are going bananas wrapping themselves are around eachother and everything else! Have some tomato seedling out there as well. I want to finally grow some tomatoes up entirely from seed! Grow tomatoes, grow! Then a whole host of stuff I wont bore you with.

Please dont talk about babies. After so long thinking kids were a pain in the behind but I would have a bunch someday.... my clock finally woke up and started ticking... and just the word 'baby' has me sniffing! So stop it! Ahhhh! You know its bad when you wake up from a dream (about a week ago).. trying to decide which brand of diapers would be the best... and aren't diapers and baby wipes sooo cuuute??!! Ahhh! Save me from my thoughts!
I might admit to having a beautiful little 6 mo old yellow dress with tulle and flowers in my underwear drawer.... or I might not

As I said in an old thread about embarassing situations.... well, if you haven't noticed already.... I'm immune. Immune to embarassment, I am. I used to get really embarassed about anything and everything... and now, nothing bothers me. Ok... maybe if someone *tries* to embarass me... I would get mad at them for the thought behind it.. but I still have ended up just not embarassed anyway.

Next up is not talking about myself so much. I seem to be doing that alot. I must be going through a 'me' stage.. I'll get over it eventually, with my amazing analytical capabilities, superior intellect, and astonishing wit.

Or, I could just keep at it forever and become even funnier than I already am!!!!!

Feeling sorry for yourselves yet?? Thinking the burden of my company is too much to be borne?? Just imagine what my poor mother has to go through!
Hahahaha! *cackle*