your not an idiot...things happen...ive had several diappear on me...never found the carcasses tho...expect for one that somebody elses dog attacked...i wasnt there and the darn thing probably would have been fine, but by the time the vet (our neighbor and boyfriends boss) got there, they had all (neighbors) had been trying to break its neck for so long and not succeeded
that who knows what kinda damage they did...the vet broke its neck to put it out of its misery...he said he was gonna try and save it to had it not been for that....anyway im ranting.....point is its not your fault!
