..I've lost my oomph on the weight loss...I'm up 5 lbs since January!!! I started April o1 of 2009 and I was 186 and I got to 123 when I had surgery in spring of 2010..now I have volleyed between 126-130..I HATE IT...
I'm at 130 now...I hate eating, I hate not eating, I hate watching what I eat..so I dont anymore..I dont care anymore...I've lost my will to eat healthy anymore..I really dont care..but yet I do care....I'm tired of going to restaurants and eating chicken breasts, salad w/FF dressings..I want a burger/fries w/the kids...I want pizza...I want jalapeno poppers w/dressing...I want nachos...I HATE THIS...
I do weight watchers, which has helped me lose at one time 60 lbs..now it is 55 lbs since I've gained...
I only have 29 pts for the day and unless I eat stupid vegetables plain ..I'm over everyday..if I eat a steak unless its a sirloin I'm over..a piece of stupid bread is 2 pts..so if I want a lunch sandwich its usuallly about 6-8 pts depending what I put on it..thats A LOT for a sandwich when you only get 29 pts!!
Weight watchers gives you bonus points..but if I eat ANY... I gain..so I HATE THIS...ugh..I need a pep talk...my goal was 120..I'm so far from that again..such a failure!!!
just an FYI-- I am NOT interested in diets...or fad things such as shakes, pills etc..I DO NOT, WILL NOT do them...it is eating REAL food, everyday from my own
kitchen or a restaurant..prepared with NON-odd things that everyone will eat (such as tofu ick..organic foods is not a requirement nor do I care)......
I guess I just need a hand..a shoulder something...
<sigh<
I'm at 130 now...I hate eating, I hate not eating, I hate watching what I eat..so I dont anymore..I dont care anymore...I've lost my will to eat healthy anymore..I really dont care..but yet I do care....I'm tired of going to restaurants and eating chicken breasts, salad w/FF dressings..I want a burger/fries w/the kids...I want pizza...I want jalapeno poppers w/dressing...I want nachos...I HATE THIS...
I do weight watchers, which has helped me lose at one time 60 lbs..now it is 55 lbs since I've gained...
I only have 29 pts for the day and unless I eat stupid vegetables plain ..I'm over everyday..if I eat a steak unless its a sirloin I'm over..a piece of stupid bread is 2 pts..so if I want a lunch sandwich its usuallly about 6-8 pts depending what I put on it..thats A LOT for a sandwich when you only get 29 pts!!
Weight watchers gives you bonus points..but if I eat ANY... I gain..so I HATE THIS...ugh..I need a pep talk...my goal was 120..I'm so far from that again..such a failure!!!
just an FYI-- I am NOT interested in diets...or fad things such as shakes, pills etc..I DO NOT, WILL NOT do them...it is eating REAL food, everyday from my own
kitchen or a restaurant..prepared with NON-odd things that everyone will eat (such as tofu ick..organic foods is not a requirement nor do I care)......
I guess I just need a hand..a shoulder something...
<sigh<
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