Lost our beautiful girl. Help?

It was a hard move, but since my now husband was here in the US and I was in the UK, then having to go through covid and being separated for 3yrs because of travel bans but still keeping together and being strong; I was all “nope” that ain’t happening ever again. So I chose to do the move.

& thank you. I feel like an idiot that I keep crying. But since me & my husband can’t have kids; it’s weird how it feels like I’ve lost one? We put so much love into Maple & Aspen; they were our first chickens. They were spoilt from the start with fluffy blankets and cuddles. They hardly left our side as chicks and they both got amazing character traits because of it.

i think that’s also the hardest thing. Some people don’t realize chickens have unique personalities so it then becomes more personal and heartfelt when losing one. Same with any animal you put your whole heart into.
More hugs.
Yes, for some of us they are our babies.
:hugs :hugs
I first joined BYC because I felt it was the only place I could turn when I lost my first ever hen to a fox. Nobody else would really understand why I, a grown woman, was weeping over a dead chicken. I am sorry that you have not met the same outpouring of support that I found when I joined and poured out my grief on this site.
 
@Hollysaurus I'm sorry you lost your sweet Mapple.
I also had a very hard time when I dealt with my first chicken losses, even though they were not pets like yours. I found pet grieving support on the web and on social medias helped a bit, and talking to other chicken keepers who had learnt to deal with it in different ways. And poetry, like this well known grieving poem from Mary Oliver.
Keeping chickens is emotionally hard because inevitably some will die much too soon, and it will make you feel like you haven't done enough, missed something, or have been guilty for whatever reason. But most of the times, it is just that we are actually powerless. Chickens can get very serious health issues, viral, bacterial or cancer. And sometimes it's just about their genetics and not about anything you have done. Keeping chickens means having to learn to cope with loss, in whatever way is right for you.

I'm also sorry you have gotten some pretty harsh answers. Sometimes people tend to believe their own choices, experiences, or things they have heard repeated over the internet are factual or scientific truths. For example, feeding only commercial feed and no more than 10% treat is not a scientific truth, it's a cultural north american belief. In my country, France, the most common advice given is 1/3 forage, 1/3 human scraps, 1/3 commercial feed. This is not more true, it's just a different cultural belief / way of doing things. If you have any worry about FLS read very carefully reliable source such as this one to see if it could relate to your chickens. https://www.msdvetmanual.com/poultr...e/fatty-liver-hemorrhagic-syndrome-in-poultry

While an overload of worms could kill a chicken, it rarely does on it's own. And it seems to me that you would have seen the chicken grow gradually weaker ; not running for treats just a few hours before she passed.
My own experience of keeping a flock that has both tapeworms and roundworms, may not be typical, but it's that they can still be healthy with only minimal and individual deworming. Be sure as already mentioned if you use a dewormer, that it is one safe during moulting ; and be aware that if they do have a worm overload, deworming can sometimes be hard on their system by suddenly having all those dead worms to expel. If you can get a fecal float it would be best.

You've noticed your chickens have loss weight. Have you weighed them, or is this an impression? If you haven't, I would weigh them and check how the weight is evolving for the ones that worry you. Sometimes, chickens go off commercial food when they moult. I would also check that the amount of food they eat has not gone down significantly, and that there is nothing wrong with the food and the feeders.

And I would spend some time with them looking at their behaviour and symptoms. Loosing weight, diarrhea, combs changing colours, can all be attributed to various health issues, and even moulting. If you haven't already, do a full health check (if you're not sure what to include it's easy to find on the internet), especially crops, abdomens, and breathing. How are they acting ? Do they look uncomfortable, or actually sick ? How hard is their moult ?

You might find out more, but I agree that only testing can make you sure, or eliminate some of the most common virus. And even so. If Mapple's friends are only uncomfortable and unwell because they are moulting in very cold weather, you may just not find out why she passed.
Sending virtual hugs. Last, don't hesitate to write some kind of tribute post or show more pictures, if you feel like it. I've covered my rest room with pictures of my chickens who have passed.
:hugs
:goodpost:
As always, @ManueB says more eloquently what I was trying to express.
I found making a tribute to my lost hen really helped me. Good idea Manue.
 
I am so sorry you lost Maple. I know what it is like to lose feathered friends and just want to send you lots of hugs.
:hugs :hugs:hugs
I have dipped in to the rest of the thread and don't have much to say except that I think the discussion of heat seems totally irrelevant to you and your situation.
Don't feel too bad. Sometimes chickens just die They are good at hiding illness and sometimes we never know why.
Treat what you can treat - worms and Coccidia - better yet, if you can get a fecal float test done that will help you medicating them for something they don't have. Give supportive care: clean water, and some probiotics.
And give them lots of love.
I hope the rest of your flock pulls through. I myself am just emerging from the darkness of losing multiple of my friends over a very short period of time, so I feel your pain, but can also say that you will pull through this and get joy from your birds once again.
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Eggsactly well put ♥️♥️♥️
 
It was a hard move, but since my now husband was here in the US and I was in the UK, then having to go through covid and being separated for 3yrs because of travel bans but still keeping together and being strong; I was all “nope” that ain’t happening ever again. So I chose to do the move.

& thank you. I feel like an idiot that I keep crying. But since me & my husband can’t have kids; it’s weird how it feels like I’ve lost one? We put so much love into Maple & Aspen; they were our first chickens. They were spoilt from the start with fluffy blankets and cuddles. They hardly left our side as chicks and they both got amazing character traits because of it.

i think that’s also the hardest thing. Some people don’t realize chickens have unique personalities so it then becomes more personal and heartfelt when losing one. Same with any animal you put your whole heart into.
That’s an amazing move, and real culture change I am sure.

I think you are doing an amazing job with your chooks, please don’t be hard on yourself, all birds are very good at hiding any weakness.

Move forward and continue giving your kiddos all the care and love you have been so so far.

As RC and Manue have stated make sure they have fresh water, enough calories and weigh them to track any weight loss - I use a hand held luggage scale, I put the bird in one of those reusable shopping bags, weigh them then weigh the bag and subtract to bags weight.

Please keep us updated I am sure we are all now rooting for you and your chooks.

♥️
 
It was a hard move, but since my now husband was here in the US and I was in the UK, then having to go through covid and being separated for 3yrs because of travel bans but still keeping together and being strong; I was all “nope” that ain’t happening ever again. So I chose to do the move.

& thank you. I feel like an idiot that I keep crying. But since me & my husband can’t have kids; it’s weird how it feels like I’ve lost one? We put so much love into Maple & Aspen; they were our first chickens. They were spoilt from the start with fluffy blankets and cuddles. They hardly left our side as chicks and they both got amazing character traits because of it.

i think that’s also the hardest thing. Some people don’t realize chickens have unique personalities so it then becomes more personal and heartfelt when losing one. Same with any animal you put your whole heart into.
@Hollysaurus, I cry for weeks and then off-and-on still. I made a chicken graveyard and before I bury my chicken, I wrap her in a burial cloth and then get a personalized headstone. It helps me have some peace. Frankly, in my opinion, pets are superior to people in all ways; intent, unconditional love, to name a few. I have listed below two reasons not to get a necropsy:

If you do think it is contagious, I would do lab tests as opposed to necropsy. I will never do another necropsy. When Nugget (silkie), died suddenly, I took her body to Clemson for a necropsy. After the necropsy, I told them I was coming to pick her up. They said I couldn't. I was crying telling them I wanted to bury her. They told me they are not permitted to release her to me, only to a crematory or funeral home. So I paid a crematory $300 to cremate, just to get her back.

Second reason: They test for Avian Influenza as well as MG and "other" reportable diseases. If, a chicken tests positive for AI, they have the right to come in and kill your chickens and the way they do it is traumatizing. I only use RAL as a lab. Even my vet, when she wants a test, tells me to get testing outside of her (per her license, she has a duty to report). RAL does not have to report and your results are confidential.
 
@Hollysaurus I'm sorry you lost your sweet Mapple.
I also had a very hard time when I dealt with my first chicken losses, even though they were not pets like yours. I found pet grieving support on the web and on social medias helped a bit, and talking to other chicken keepers who had learnt to deal with it in different ways. And poetry, like this well known grieving poem from Mary Oliver.
Keeping chickens is emotionally hard because inevitably some will die much too soon, and it will make you feel like you haven't done enough, missed something, or have been guilty for whatever reason. But most of the times, it is just that we are actually powerless. Chickens can get very serious health issues, viral, bacterial or cancer. And sometimes it's just about their genetics and not about anything you have done. Keeping chickens means having to learn to cope with loss, in whatever way is right for you.

I'm also sorry you have gotten some pretty harsh answers. Sometimes people tend to believe their own choices, experiences, or things they have heard repeated over the internet are factual or scientific truths. For example, feeding only commercial feed and no more than 10% treat is not a scientific truth, it's a cultural north american belief. In my country, France, the most common advice given is 1/3 forage, 1/3 human scraps, 1/3 commercial feed. This is not more true, it's just a different cultural belief / way of doing things. If you have any worry about FLS read very carefully reliable source such as this one to see if it could relate to your chickens. https://www.msdvetmanual.com/poultr...e/fatty-liver-hemorrhagic-syndrome-in-poultry

While an overload of worms could kill a chicken, it rarely does on it's own. And it seems to me that you would have seen the chicken grow gradually weaker ; not running for treats just a few hours before she passed.
My own experience of keeping a flock that has both tapeworms and roundworms, may not be typical, but it's that they can still be healthy with only minimal and individual deworming. Be sure as already mentioned if you use a dewormer, that it is one safe during moulting ; and be aware that if they do have a worm overload, deworming can sometimes be hard on their system by suddenly having all those dead worms to expel. If you can get a fecal float it would be best.

You've noticed your chickens have loss weight. Have you weighed them, or is this an impression? If you haven't, I would weigh them and check how the weight is evolving for the ones that worry you. Sometimes, chickens go off commercial food when they moult. I would also check that the amount of food they eat has not gone down significantly, and that there is nothing wrong with the food and the feeders.

And I would spend some time with them looking at their behaviour and symptoms. Loosing weight, diarrhea, combs changing colours, can all be attributed to various health issues, and even moulting. If you haven't already, do a full health check (if you're not sure what to include it's easy to find on the internet), especially crops, abdomens, and breathing. How are they acting ? Do they look uncomfortable, or actually sick ? How hard is their moult ?

You might find out more, but I agree that only testing can make you sure, or eliminate some of the most common virus. And even so. If Mapple's friends are only uncomfortable and unwell because they are moulting in very cold weather, you may just not find out why she passed.
Sending virtual hugs. Last, don't hesitate to write some kind of tribute post or show more pictures, if you feel like it. I've covered my rest room with pictures of my chickens who have passed.
:hugs
Very well and thoughtfully said.
 
@Hollysaurus, I cry for weeks and then off-and-on still. I made a chicken graveyard and before I bury my chicken, I wrap her in a burial cloth and then get a personalized headstone. It helps me have some peace. Frankly, in my opinion, pets are superior to people in all ways; intent, unconditional love, to name a few. I have listed below two reasons not to get a necropsy:

If you do think it is contagious, I would do lab tests as opposed to necropsy. I will never do another necropsy. When Nugget (silkie), died suddenly, I took her body to Clemson for a necropsy. After the necropsy, I told them I was coming to pick her up. They said I couldn't. I was crying telling them I wanted to bury her. They told me they are not permitted to release her to me, only to a crematory or funeral home. So I paid a crematory $300 to cremate, just to get her back.

Second reason: They test for Avian Influenza as well as MG and "other" reportable diseases. If, a chicken tests positive for AI, they have the right to come in and kill your chickens and the way they do it is traumatizing. I only use RAL as a lab. Even my vet, when she wants a test, tells me to get testing outside of her (per her license, she has a duty to report). RAL does not have to report and your results are confidential.
If you don’t mind me asking, how do they kill them because that sounds crazy that they can just walk on in and do that
 
If you don’t mind me asking, how do they kill them because that sounds crazy that they can just walk on in and do that
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If you don’t mind me asking, how do they kill them because that sounds crazy that they can just walk on in and do that
Avian Influenza is the #1 reportable communicable disease that almost every country will cull an entire flock.

The theory is to stop the spread in its tracks. Of course this never happens as wild birds just continue to spread it.

Factory farms have demanded this as a means to prevent other factory farms from spreading to their own facilities. Of course this also is illogical as in every instance I have read here the infections are caused initial by wild birds droppings infecting the flock.

It’s distressing to hear of farms were 100,000 birds are culled. One place here had 500,000 chicks and eggs destroyed.

If a backyard flock reports AI the authorities will cull the flock and the surrounding area will be quarantined. No birds can legally be transported in or out.

But I do not feel that in this case Hollysaurouse’s chook had a contagious infection. Sometimes our chooks pass away no matter how well we care for them 😞 it’s best to move on and Not blame one’s self for something one cannot control.

♥️♥️♥️
 
Avian Influenza is the #1 reportable communicable disease that almost every country will cull an entire flock.

The theory is to stop the spread in its tracks. Of course this never happens as wild birds just continue to spread it.

Factory farms have demanded this as a means to prevent other factory farms from spreading to their own facilities. Of course this also is illogical as in every instance I have read here the infections are caused initial by wild birds droppings infecting the flock.

It’s distressing to hear of farms were 100,000 birds are culled. One place here had 500,000 chicks and eggs destroyed.

If a backyard flock reports AI the authorities will cull the flock and the surrounding area will be quarantined. No birds can legally be transported in or out.

But I do not feel that in this case Hollysaurouse’s chook had a contagious infection. Sometimes our chooks pass away no matter how well we care for them 😞 it’s best to move on and Not blame one’s self for something one cannot control.

♥️♥️♥️
I don't think Maple had AI either. I was just explaining another reason why I chose labs over necropsy
 

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