I find this is very hard to cope with, too; I put it off until my kids are not around. I don't need their input on the situation . Much easier to tell them after the fact.Well I did it. I didnt want wait till tomorrow. Very hard to do. I dont know why. I have hunted for most of my life. But as I get older Im valuing life more. I hope I dont have to do that again anytime soon. Goodnight everyone.
I too have come to value life much more as I have gotten older; I remember a friends mom who took the spiders outside as a kid. I get it now. I hope you find peace in the coming days.